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http://yourbrainonporn.com/uncle-bob-porn-addiction-recovery-tipsquote:The last couple nights I've had huge shots of energy, and I haven't been sleeping well (but still seem to have plenty of energy throughout the day). This has been something of a problem because I've also been feeling very horny and struggling in my bed. This last night I tried something a little different: I tried to observe my body in this state, to put my awareness into the actual physical sensations. I figured that, if nothing else, I'd be focused on my body and distracted from fantasies. Something unexpected happened. I started to feel pockets of emotion, almost as if emotion was stored in different areas of my body. I'd feel great pain, or anxiety, or something like it. If I focused on my heart, I'd feel waves of sadness. I actually started crying. Then I started to feel an almost primal need for love, particularly the tender, physical (but not necessarily sexual) love of a female. It almost felt like I needed to be healed of the emotional battle wounds in my body through physical touch. Then I wondered how many women would be attracted to a man crying in a fetal position in her arms. Well, I started thinking about this woman I’ve known for a few years. I think she used to have a crush on me. She's married now, so she's not available. But I started to realize that I kind of didn't want to leave her presence at an event earlier in the evening. I realized why. She's a beautiful and sexy woman, but beyond that, she represented a kind of emotional fulfillment that I'm feeling a need for. She's starting to represent a new ideal for me. In the past, my female obsessions were very biological - I would obsess about some girl with an amazing body who was much too young for me. This other woman, however, feels like less like an obsession and more like a new ideal. She's around my age and seems to be more of an emotionally fulfilling person - a loving, open person. I felt much more willing to overlook any physical flaws she might have and even appreciate that she looks like a mature woman. Here was a woman who was softened by age, and better for it. This is not to say I don't find myself still attracted to those young dancer body types. But I feel more open to the idea of finding satisfaction with a woman closer to my age. After mulling all this over in my mind I suddenly felt much more relaxed in my body, as if I had let out years of stored tension. I'm still full of the jitters and feeling full of desire, I still painfully feel the need for that loving touch, but this does represent a new perspective for me. One that feels less biological, and more about what I need in my soul. It feels good to even be aware of this need. this page dispenses gold every time you refresh it
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My butt dispenses poo poo
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quote:(Age 18, Day 24) Unreleased Sexual energy is loving exploding and I am loving it! I have always worked out very religiously and very regularly. But with no MO and especially with no P my workout are loving hardcore. I never remember having such amazing workouts and improving my physique soo much. Almost have a six pack!! In great shape. I went from running 30-40 minute sessions and doing 3-4 miles to running for 60 minutes and doing 5-6 miles DAILY. I sleep well. I have the energy to do whatever the gently caress I want ANYTIME. I can truly say I have never had the sort of energy and drive that I have now in my past of life of PMO, especially the P. Dudes, I am loving unplugged! Challenges in my life that I used to view as crippling hardships (education, university classes, work) now appear to be soda cans on the road that my loving tank of energy will crush into loving particles when it drives over them!
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Jul 5, 2015 02:31
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porn is extreamely good, and awesome
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Jul 5, 2015 02:33
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reddit liker posted:porn is extreamely good, and awesome I dunno porn doesn't have the same effect on girls as it does on guys. If only there was something better, something that would do both....like a type of Ultra Porn.
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Jul 5, 2015 02:35
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quote:Most of the time it's much easier for me to hold eye contact. It might also be that I'm unconsciously actually seeking more eye contact but I'm not sure. I have to observe. On Friday, I was talking to a girl friend (just a friend) I’ve known for several years. While she was talking and I was looking at her, I suddenly noticed a subtle tickling feeling in my lips. When I felt into it, it was like my body signaled me to kiss her. This is so weird in a cool way.
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Jul 5, 2015 02:36
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reddit liker posted:porn is extreamely good, and awesome What kind of porn do you like? What kind really "turns your crank"?
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Jul 5, 2015 02:37
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Cool NIN Shirt posted:What kind of porn do you like? What kind really "turns your crank"? porn man... its all good....
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Jul 5, 2015 02:44
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no MO and especially with no P
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Jul 5, 2015 03:35
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Cool NIN Shirt posted:"turns your crank"? You're going to hurt yourself doing it that way.
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Jul 5, 2015 03:35
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Rando posted:no MO and especially with no P no idea what this means
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Jul 5, 2015 03:40
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Jul 5, 2015 03:45
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Cool NIN Shirt posted:My butt dispenses poo poo haha... sick...
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Jul 5, 2015 03:45
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Yivgev posted:haha... sick... 
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Jul 5, 2015 03:48
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Haha, is that like end of the line when it comes to everyday depravity?
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Jul 5, 2015 03:57
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quote:I developed incredible self-control unlike I ever thought I had. My voice, believe it or not, HAS gotten deeper. I was stunned, and my S.O. noticed it as well. I compared my v-mail intro's from early this year, to the new ones I've created, and I'll be damned if my voice isn't different! My Smartphone stopped recognizing my voice commands, and I thought there was something wrong with it, but in the last month, it's relearned my voice patterns. My workouts have been more intense, I can go longer, lift more, and my determination to overcome discomfort and push , has increased as well. (This also might be a side effect of 7 weeks of nothing but ice cold showers). I am fearless and confident. I didn't expect such changes to occur in the least. my energy doubled, my dick size doubled, my paycheck tripled, all my social problems went away, I'm swimming in pussy, and I met the girl of my dreams all because I quit jacking off for a month
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Jul 5, 2015 04:02
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i have everyday depravity and then black tie, special occasion depravity the gently caress is P and MO tia?
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Jul 5, 2015 04:04
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Man orifice and penis. It's p gay.
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Jul 5, 2015 04:08
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M is Masturbating, P is porn, not sure what O is maybe Orgasm?
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Jul 5, 2015 04:12
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Amarcarts posted:M is Masturbating, P is porn, not sure what O is maybe Orgasm? the o stand for oscar de la hoya
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Jul 5, 2015 04:16
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Seriouspost, shemale on female is pretty good stuff.
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Jul 5, 2015 04:16
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Whiskey Sours posted:Seriouspost, shemale on female is pretty good stuff. Tell me more
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Jul 5, 2015 04:22
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Whiskey Sours posted:Seriouspost, shemale on female is pretty good stuff. What is more shameful: your shemale porn collection, or your post history including D&D posts?
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Jul 5, 2015 04:38
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I need to stop with the porn 
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Jul 5, 2015 04:51
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Zeike posted:I need to stop with the porn 
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Jul 5, 2015 05:05
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satanic splash-back posted:What is more shameful: your shemale porn collection, or your post history including D&D posts? At this point it's clearly my post history.
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Jul 5, 2015 05:13
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wow i want all that energy and poo poo lol
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Jul 5, 2015 05:35
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spilling seed drains a man of his vital humours
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Jul 5, 2015 06:40
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THE DOG HOUSE posted:wow i want all that energy and poo poo lol put your mouth on my butt and ill give you the poo poo youll have to get the energy from somewhere else (unless youre body can make energy from poo poo)
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Jul 5, 2015 06:50
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porkchop_express posted:spilling seed drains a man of his vital humours i dunno i get a lot of humors thinking about cum and balls
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Jul 5, 2015 06:51
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porkchop_express posted:spilling seed drains a man of his vital humours i must be proper hosed then because between my wife and my hand i probably fire 15-20 off a week how long have i got, doc?
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Jul 5, 2015 06:51
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THE DOG HOUSE posted:wow i want all that energy and poo poo lol Have you tried meth? You'll have enough energy to get through a day of work and clean your entire house, and you'll still have enough energy left to masturbate excessively to shemale porn.
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Jul 5, 2015 06:53
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Whiskey Sours posted:Have you tried meth? You'll have enough energy to get through a day of work and clean your entire house, and you'll still have enough energy left to masturbate excessively to shemale porn. hmmm *peruses brochure* now does the meth addiction come with the shemale porn addiction exclusively, or can i get the gay black bear porn addiction option swapped in? what about cupholders, how many cupholders?
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Jul 5, 2015 06:54
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Honestly depending on the intent of the phrasing of the title that sounds like about the best tip you could have to start a porn addiction, look into it
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Jul 5, 2015 06:56
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so ive been waiting for a porn thread to drop this on yall and i guess this is about as relevant as itll get so like a while ago i listened to an fplus episode about porn where one of the things they read was a dude saying that he really wished there was a porn where a dude would gape a butt and then flip the girl over and blow into it like a jug to make music and i laughed at the time but then a couple weeks ago i was watching porn and then midscene this dude does exactly that and im sitting there like WOW did that just happen? i should have kept that link goddamnit
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Jul 5, 2015 07:04
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Cursed Lumberjack posted:i must be proper hosed then because between my wife and my hand i probably fire 15-20 off a week 7 minutes give or take
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Jul 5, 2015 07:19
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porkchop_express posted:7 minutes give or take not even close to enough time to jack off or have sex to completion, oh well at least i can post in gbs
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Jul 5, 2015 07:21
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Cursed Lumberjack posted:there was a porn where a dude would gape a butt and then flip the girl over and blow into it like a jug to make music
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Cursed Lumberjack posted:not even close to enough time to jack off or have sex to completion, oh well at least i can post in gbs pfft thats enough time to finish a round and still make a sandwich salted meats and sex is what I'm talking about here
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