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This is an update pertaining to EVERY PERSON currently reading this thread, and every person to whom they may subsequently inform about this thread. This has been stated many times. This thread has carried us almost ALL THE WAY through to the end, while this topic has been discussed MANY TIMES. Again. I urge you all to please take heed of these words for the good of your own enjoyment, and my rear end. Please in NO WAY WHATSOEVER attempt to contact Laura or ANY of the other people which have been written about. Do not look them up. Do not tell your friends to look them up. In giving you this thread, I am requesting everyone's cooperation. This information has been for our enjoyment ONLY. The diary is old, but that does NOT mean that the original owner is dead and/or does not care about the contents. I cannot stress this issue enough, and it seems that everyone has been on their best not-contacting manners to this point. This is just a re-emphasis to urge you. Please don't think it's a clever idea. It isn't. It is a potentially damaging idea. Understand that, and make sure you follow it. Thank you all. NEW POSTS TO: Click here to visit the new updates! NEW THREAD DISCLAIMER - READ BEFORE READING AND POSTING! Please. A message to all of you who are enjoying this thread, and wish it to keep going. Also, a message for all the idiots who feel so compelled to be clever and desire contact (and also to bring trouble down on me). DO NOT DO THIS. Please, refrain from your urges. I'm sure Laura is fine. We don't need to know this. THIS HERE is the gold. What you may indeed receive the chance to keep reading is the gold. HER LIFE NOW HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH US. Do not contact her. Thank you. Enjoy the story! Working at Goodwill, one procures not only a loathing for the greater parts of their local community, but a great many interesting oddities as well. I came across one of my more curious souvenirs today as I cleaned out old drawers: A diary detailing the depressing life of perhaps the most white-trash girl I have imagined. I have been in possession of said book for about a year and a half, and I read through it once at work to give my boredom a kick. However, it wasn’t until I further analyzed the journal that I realized how utterly depressing and hopeless the track of her life was/is (this diary is from the ‘93 period, of which time she must have been a teenager). However, despite all this, parts of this journey into Laura are nothing short of utterly hilarious. Part of me feels bad about posting all this, but then again, I don’t know this person at all and someone donated it anyways. For the time being, enjoy the shenanigans of this complete stranger. I’ll be typing entries as well as linking to the actual journal, and if people like the first bits I’ll definitely do more. This stuff just gets better and better, and it’s LONG. Plenty of hilarious details. On with it. I am making no spelling or grammatical corrections. Everything is as written. Note: The link to the inside cover picture is very descriptive of juicy details to come. Check out the pic, or if people have trouble I can type it. Entry #1: November 22, 1993 This is my first entry. Danny got this for me today. He said because my other one was a piece of poo poo. Which it is. This is really nice. He got a job today at Sheris. He is going to be a dishwasher. I need to get a job. Because I need money to buy people Christmas presents. Especially Danny. I want to get him something nice. Like a gold bracelet or something special. I like him so much. I want him to ask me out so bad. I am going to ask my mom to talk to Michael and ask him if I can get a job answering phones or something like that I just need to make some money. I hate being broke, and having to ask my mom for money. Because I know that she doesn’t really have it. She has it, but our while family needs it. I ask her for 5 dollars here and there but for some reason I feel guilty. I don’t know why, But I do. She is already in bed so I will call her and ask her tomorrow while she is at work so she doesn’t forget to ask. Well all I am doing in thinking about Danny. He is always on my mind. Laura Entry #2: November 23, 1993 It is 11:41 p.m and I am waiting anxiously for Danny to call me at 12:00 AM. I just love hearing his voice. It turns me on so much. He came over to day. He made me so loving horny. It wasn’t even funny. So he had to cure me of it. So, of course, we had sex. I have been horny for 2 days. So he finally cured it. Then afterwards we were laying in my bed naked and he was holding me in his arms. I could have done that all day and all night. I love being around him. He makes me so happy, and he is so sweet. I never want to lose him. I hope that he hurrys up and asks me, out because I can’t wait much longer. Then I will have to ask him out, and I have never asked a guy out before. I have never loved any guy as much as I love him. Not even Chad. I loved Chad, but not the way that I love Danny. I have totally fallen for him. I don’t ever want to lose him. I am totally faithful to him and I hope he is to me. I don’t even think about any other guys. I think that it is pathetic But oh well. But I guess that is the way that he makes me. But anyways, after we (Danny and me) went to Clark’s and got a movie. We started messing around again. I sucked on his thing several times. It got him so horny. We both were horny. But we couldn’t do anything about it because my mom was there. So we will have to take care of it some other day. Hopefully soon. I love having sex with him. Love, Me. It starts off a bit slow, but gets good fast. Go Danny! We’ll see what comes of this! The Journal, as far as we've travelled: The cover (it's nice!)  The top  The side  The bottom  The inside cover  Page 1  Page 2, 3  Page 4, 5  Good luck, Laura! NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST! Time for your next big entry. This one is a pretty big chunk, as I have to retire for the night (early classes), so I hope this will tide you over until tomorrow. I'll definitely post more if these are also well received. Onward. Pages 6 and 7:  Entry #3: November 24, 1993 I didn’t really do much. My mom left today. She is going to be gone for 4 days. Darin, Kim, Jaimie, Danny, and I all got bombed. Danny really pissed me off tonight. I asked him for a chew and he told me ‘NO’. Then he gave Kim one. That pissed me off so bad. I didn’t even want to talk to him anymore. But… of course, we made up. We always do. I can never stay mad at him. I love him to much. He is a hard person to stay mad at b-cuz he always makes me happy. Then Danny and I came and kicked it in my mom’s room for a little bit. We messed around like we always do. He made me so horny But then Jaimie and Kim came and kicked it in the room too. Jaimie is so bombed. She is being really stupid. But… oh well. I love Danny So much. I never want to lose him. I hope that he knows that too. He means so much to me. I LOVE DANNY Love, me Pages 8 and 9:  Entry #4: November 25, 1993 Danny stayed at my house last night. We had sex for 2 hours on and off. We were both so horny. But we both started to hurt after awhile. But this morning when we woke up we started messing around. Then we started having sex while Jaimie was in the room. Then my dad called to say Happy Thanksgiving and we were having sex while I was talking to him. It was so hard to keep my moaning in. But I did. Then we had sex in my bathroom. On my toilet. It was so good. I just about cummed. It felt so good. Then Darin took him home. I took a 2 ½ hour nap because he tired me out so bad. I love him and care about him so much. He is my whole life. He turns me on just when I look at him. He makes me so horny. We used 5 Condoms last night. I want to be with him forever. Well. Now I am at Wendy’s house. I am staying the night here. We are going to the movies tomorrow night with her boyfriend and I am going to call Danny and ask him if he wants to go with us. I can’t stand not being able to talk to him. I haven’t even called him tonight. I love hearing his voice before I go to bed. Because then it makes me think about him and makes me have good dreams. But I am gonna call him tomorrow at the bakery. Oh my grandpa and Linda got married. He didn’t even tell any of the family. But whatever makes him happy. Well, I am tired and I have to get up early to go to work. Goodnight my prince. Sweet dreams. Love, Laura Pages 10 and 11:  Entry #5: November 26, 1993 I went to work with Wendy today. Then we went back to her house and took a shower to get ready to go to the mall. Danny met me there. I love him so much. We got our pictures taken with Santa. They arent very good. But It is the thought that counts. I have wanted a picture of him for so long. Now I have one. Then Wendy and her preppy friends and I went to the Beverly Hillbilies. It wasn’t very good. Then we went to McDonalds. Danny was in a bad mood today. He wasn’t very talkative. I thought that he was mad at me but I guess he wasn’t. Love, Laura I LOVE D 4-LYFE Pages 12 and 13  Pages 14 and 15  Entry #6: November 27, 1993 I woke up at about 2:00 P.M Because Danny called me. I am staying at my grandma’s for a couple of days with my cousin Wendy. I haven’t kicked it with her for a long time. We went to Barters for lunch. I ate a lot. Then we walked to BP and I puked on the sidewalk. It was pretty nasty. Wendy just about puked. Danny invited Wendy and I to go to Jason’s house. But my grandma though that Jason had a bad attitude. So she didn’t let us go. So she took us to eat at Gloria’s. I ate a lot again but I haven’t puked yet. So that’s good. Last night Wendy’s boyfriend said that he thinks that I am pregnant because I puke a lot. But I wouldn’t be puking right now because when me and Danny were having sex the condom fell off inside of me. And that wasn’t too long ago so I wouldn’t be puking yet. But anyways he is just stupid so I gotta stop thinking about that. I love Danny so much. I would never do anything to hurt him. He means to much to me. I never want to lose him. Im just afraid of getting hurt again. I hope that he doesn’t hurt me. I don’t need that again. I know that he is afraid of getting hurt again too. I wish that he could just trust me on this one. I want to be with him so bad. I will never break up with him or whatever. He will have to do that. I think that we were meant to be together. I cry at night because I am afraid to lose him. I have never had feelings like this before and I am afraid. He is so special. I would do Anything. I would die for him. But I think that it is kind of funny because we are both afraid of losing each other but we haven’t talked about it to each other. And we talk to each other about everything else but that. So I really do think that we need to sit down and talk to each other about it. So I am going to tell him that we need to sit down and talk. So hopefully I will be able to see him in person tomorrow. I am not going to church tomorrow so I won’t be able to see him there. So hopefully he can come over tomorrow or something. Because I really do miss him. I love him and I always will. Love, me I Love D 4-Lyfe Things are really heating up! We'll have more adventures tomorrow! Ladies and gentlemen, I present to you... Part 3. Here we go! Pages 16 and 17:  Entry #7 November 28, 1993 I am finally home. I miss sleeping in my own bed. I missed having my mom around. I guess that she had a lot of fun at her class. I haven’t seen Danny in 2 days. I miss him so much. I talked to him on the phone like I always do. But I just want to see him in person. Hopefully he comes over tomorrow. I miss seeing his sexy body. Anyways Dell was being a total rear end in a top hat today. Someone broke into his car and he tried to blame it on my friends. I hate him so much. But he is my grandma’s boyfriend. So, we all have to learn to live with him. Wendy broke up with tyler today. She wants Danny and me to go to the mall on Friday to meet her and George there. She likes Danny a lot. She thinks that we are meant for each other. Every body thinks that. Even my mom. She is in love with him. Darin even likes him. So that makes me happy. I wished that danny knew that I would never do anything to hurt him. I want to be with him for ever, and I mean that. I wished that he would just give me a chance and ask me out so I could show him that I would never hurt him. Love, me I LOVE D 4-Lyfe Pages 18 and 19:  Entry #8 November 29, 1993 I didn’t do much today. Just sat at home. I am in a bad mood. I don’t know why, but I am. I thought about Danny a lot today. I was sitting in the chair today and tears just came rolling out of my eyes. I don’t even know why. Danny went to the mall today. He got 2 girls phone numbers and he had to tell me. If he was trying to get me jealous, it worked. I am very jealous. He told me that he wouldn’t call them. So I am going to trust him on that one. I hope to god that he doesn’t call them. Love, me Entry #9 November 30, 1993 Danny came over today for a little bit. Then we went over to his house and kicked it. We were both so horny. But we couldn’t do anything about it. His mom rented mortal kombat so we played that for a little bit then my mom came to get me. So we went shopping then got something to eat. I talked to Danny on the phone for 4 ½ hours. We talked from 11-3:45 AM. We talked about everything there is to talk about. I had to get off the phone b-cuz my mom came in and told me to. She wasn’t really mad. But then I got off and went to sleep. Love, me Just a little something to tide you all over as I type. The pages to come are GOLD. NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST! The long awaited part 4.. Pages 20 and 21:  Entry #10 December 1, 1993 I went to Danny’s house today. I kicked it there all day. Walter, Cory, and Gabe came over there. They played Mortal Kombat. Danny and I went upstairs. He said that I tortured him. Because I was sucking all over him then Gabe and Walter kept on interrupting us. I was getting so mad. But we were so horny. So we just had to have sex. We had sex in his bathroom. Then after that Cory, Danny, Gabe and I sniffed Vicaden. I got so loving high. I wrote Danny a letter So hopefully he writes back to me. I love him so much. Love, me Pages 22 and 23:  Entry #11 December 2, 1993 Danny came over today. I just woke up when he came over. I was still in my T-shirt and underwear. He brought his super Nintendo over, so we played that for a little bit. Then we watched T.V. when Darin woke up. We came in my room and tried to have sex but I was very dry and he couldn’t stay hard. So we just messed around a little bit. Then we took a shower together. He said that he would just come in and talk to me. But instead he came in and took a shower with me. That made me really happy. I was kind of surprised. I hope he liked it as much as I did. He just makes me so happy. He looked so cute in the shower. Then when we got done with our shower I dried him off and he dried me off. I like it when a guy does that. Then after that we had sex on the floor in the bathroom. He wants me to cum but for some reason I can’t. I get so close to doing it, but I can’t. It makes him mad b-cuz he tries so hard. He said that he wants to make me happy by doing that, but he makes me happy even if I can’t do that. Then my mom came home and Danny and I came into my room and tried to go to sleep but I couldn’t help myself. I just had to touch him and start to play with him. I can’t resist when he is just laying there. I can’t keep my hands off of him. I just love his body so much. He thinks that he is fat but I love him just the way that he is. He is so cute. I never want to lose him. He means so much to me. I wouldn’t even care if we stopped having sex. I just love him and want to be with him for who he is. Not what he can give me. He is so sweet and caring and I can really trust him. I am not afraid to tell him anything. And I hope that he feels the same way, because I will always be here for him. Whenever he needs to talk or anything like that. Love Laura I LOVE U Danny 4-ever Pages 24 and 25:  Entry #12 December 3, 1993 I started my community service today. It was pretty easy. Then my grandma took me out to lunch. Then after I was done she took me out to dinner at Gloria’s. We went to the mall afterwards. She bought me a new pair of shoes. They are pretty cool I guess. They are Liz Claiborne. Then I came home and took a shower. Then I went over to some guy named Chris and there was hella people over there. So I called Danny and he came over. So we just kicked it till about 1:15 A.M. But we were up in his bathroom and I sucked Danny’s dick. He played with me a little bit. Then of course he had to stick it in me with no condom on. So he only put it in and took it out about 5 times. That got me so loving horny. But, of course, we couldn’t do anything about it. Then we walked back to my house and my mom let us in. Then I came into my room and changed into my sweats. Now Danny is giving me a back massage but he wants to massage the front now. So I’ll check ya later. Love Laura Holy poo poo, I don’t think I’ve ever heard of so much bathroom sex.. More to come! NEW P O S T N E W POST NEWPOST NEWPOST!!!!!!!!!! OH SNAP PART 5!$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$(because it's money) Pages 26 and 27:  Entry #13 December 4, 1993 I didnt do much today. I never went to sleep last night because Danny kept me awake. We were up all night and we finally went to sleep around 12:35 p.m today. We slept till about 5:30 p.m. Then he called his mom and she came and picked him up. I was so loving tired. Then Ali and I took a bath after Danny left. He called me right when I walked out of the bathroom. We talked for about 5 minutes and I haven't talked to him since. I have been thinking about him all night. I hope he never leaves me. I love him so much. Love Laura Entry #14 December 5, 1993 I went to church today. I saw Danny there. We sat out in his moms van and listened to music. Then he came out to Jeremy's house for dinner with us. Then after we ate dinner we went and got a Christmas tree. Then we went back to Jeremys house for a little bit. Then we came home and ate again. Danny and I were just laying in on my bed. Then we went to the store with Darin I was in a bad mood. I don't know why but I was. I felt so bad b-cuz I guess that I made Danny feel reall bad. I love him so much. I never want to make him feel bad. Love Laura Pages 28 and 29:  Entry #15 December 6, 1993 I didnt really do much today. I went to Amber's house but that is about it. I talked to Danny a couple of times today. I got a coat just like Danny's coat. Amber stole it from some girl and I stole it from her. It is exactly like his, but a little smaller size. I was cleaning up my room tonight and I was really thinking about Danny. Then I just started crying. I don't know why and I couldn't stop. I never saw Danny today. It has been 5 days since we have had sex. Love me Entry #16 December 7, 1993 I didn't do anything today. My mom went to the doctors. She has something wrong with her chest. I am really worried about her. Danny and Brian came over tonight. We watched Lethal Weapon 3 and Ren and Stimpy. Danny and I haven't had sex for 5 days. I miss it, But I don't have to have it. I am late on my period I was supposed to start on the 4th but I haven't started yet. I have never been late in my life. I am kind of worried but I will wait and see. Love me BOOYAH! Sounds like everything will be alright for old Laura.. Never underestimate the power of denial! I'll be typing more of this... NEW POST: 4:52, Friday NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST! I'm going to start putting the time here so people can tell where they left off (this could get cluttered).. Part Six: The shoe drops.. Pages 30 and 31:  Entry #17 December 8, 1993 I finished my community service today. it was a really slow day. At about 5:00 PM I went to Kim Lemon's house. I haven't seen her forever. I missed her. She cut her hair really short and she looks like a guy. I called Danny from there but he was busy. But he called me when I go t home and we talked for a little bit. I am still waiting for him to call me back. I still haven't had my period. I am worried. Love me. Entry #18 December 9, 1993 I went and worked out with Danny and his mom this morning. Then he came over afterwards. I did not feel good at all. But he made me feel better. We took a shower together. Then afterwards, we had sex. It was so good. I kind of missed it. Then we cuddled on the couch together. He makes me feel so special. I am so afraid of losing him. I love him so much, I want to be with him forever. I will never even think of leaving him. I still haven't started my period yet. 7 days. Love me. Pages 32 and 33:  Entry #19 December 10, 1993 I didn't do much today. I went with Tara to Pick up Ali. Then we went to her house. It is really small. Then we came back to my house and just kicked it. Then Sarah, Jarrod, and I went to see Beverly HillBillies and for Love or money. Sarah was looking through my stuff and she saw that I was late for my period. She told me that I better not have a baby before her or else she will be mad. I have been thinking about Danny all day today. I love him so much and I hope he knows that. I am still late. Love Laura Entry #20 December 11, 1993 I went and got a 400 dollar cd car stereo with Sarah and Jarrod then I went and baby sat at (name?) house. Danny came over and we just kicked it for a couple of hours. I love him so much. I never want to lose him. Walter and Sarina broke up. Kim Coggswell likes Corey. Then Walter, Gabe, and Corey came and picked Danny up. Walter lost my ring at Danny's house then I had it but I gave it back to him. Then I went back to Doug's house till 12:00 A.M then Kris took me home and I went to sleep. Love me . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Part 7-Tensions brewing... NEW POST NOW NEW POST NOW NEW POST NOW Pages 34 and 35:  Pages 36 and 37:  Entry #21 December 12, 1993 I didn't do much. I went to church and Danny or his mom wasn't there. But I guess Danny was at Carnell's house. Then I took a shower b-cuz I was cold. Then danny got mad at me for no reason. Then Kim wanted me to stay the night at her house but I couldn't find a ride. Then my dad called me. He really wants me to move back up there. I don't know if I want to because I don't want to leave Danny. He is the only reason that I don't want to move up there. I could never do that to him. Love me Entry #22 December 13, 1993 I didn't do much at all today. I got up and took a shower. Then all I was thinking about was moving back up to Alaska. I cryed so much today. I wish that I could just go up there and visit first and see if I like it. Then if I do I will move up there. I want to talk to Danny about us. How things are headed, and if we are just going to be friends I will move up there but if we are doing something else I will think about it a little harder. Because if we are just going to be friends I will move up there. Then if we are still good friends I will move up there and if he really does love me we can see other people and when I come and visit we can be together. I probably wouldn't see other people, but he could. I mean, I can't stop him from doing that. I just wish that my dad would move down here. It would be alot easier for me. Then Danny and I could still be together. I love him so much and I don't ever want to lose him. This is really hard for me because he means so much to me. Love Laura Pages 38 and 39:  Entry # 23 December 14, 1993 Danny came over today. We messed around a little bit then he wanted to have sex. But I wasn't sure because I am on my period; but we did it anyways. Then the condom broke. I was so mad. I was really getting into it then it broke. But things like that do happen. Then Danny and I started talking about me moving back to Alaska and we both started to cry. Then when I saw him cry it made me cry even more. I hate seeing guys cry. He must really care. Then he started to make me cheer up. He can always do that. I think that I do want to go up there and see how I like it. Then come back down here and stay in June. Because it is Jeremy's graduation. But if Danny really does love me he will let me go untill I get back. I'm sure that he will see other people while I am gone But I would want him to do that. B-cuz I'm sure that he won't be able to wait till I get back. But the only thing that I wouldn't want him to do is gently caress another girl. I wouldn't be able to do that to him. I love him to much. If he loves me as much as he says that he does he wouldn't do that to me. And if he loves me he would understand that I need to go up there and see if that is what I want, and he will still be here for me when I get back. B-cuz a chance to move away and start your troubled life all over and see if that is what you want doesn't come along very often. So next time that I talk to Danny in person I am going to tell him that this is what I want to try out. And I hope that he understands. Because if it was the other way around I would want him to do that. To see what he really wants. And if it is true when he says that he would do anything to make me happy then he would let me go for that short period of time. I would be back. So it won't be like he would never see me again. He would see me in a couple of months. I will miss him very much. I hope that he won't use this againts me for anything. Love me Pages 40 and 41:  Entry #24 December 16, 1993 Today Tiffany and I went to the mall. Danny met us up there. I got 3 New tapes. Snoop Dog, Jodeci, and 2 Pac. Danny got Crips and Bloods C.D. and a snoop dog tape. And I got a new shirt. I need to go to Sears and get Danny some Christmas presents. I love him so much. It is hard to have to leave him for 4 1/2 months. Then he rode his bike home and Tiffani couldn't find a ride home so Danny rode his bike back up to the mall and walked home with us b-cuz he didn't want me to walk home by myself. He is so sweet. I will always love him. I hope he knows that. Love me Hope you liked the next chapters! Ok, a few questions... 1. I told you this thing was long. Do you guys want to know HOW long? Or do you just want me to keep posting so it will be a mystery? 2. Does anyone have any specific questions about the diary (without revealing spoilers) that I can answer? Keep in mind, I have posted EVERY page from the beginning so far, including every aspect about the book.. Just curious as to how people are still receiving this. It's going better than I thought. Keep enjoying, I'll keep typing! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . TO ALL ANTICIPATORS: I'm going to go party tonight, so this is all I'm going to do for now (about 7:45 on Friday). Hope everyone is liking it, have fun reading! More tomorrow. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . TODAY'S POST TODAY'S POST TODAY'S POST TODAY'S POST!!!!!! Part 8: Pages 42 and 43:  Entry #25 December 17, 1993 Danny stayed the night last night. He was here all day today. And I went to his house tonight. We walked to Carnell and Vita's house and Monica Monter was there. So we kicked it there for a little bit. Then Danny, Me, Jay, and Jaimie went tagging at Shuksan. Then we went back to Carnell's Then we went and got hosed up. It was Me, Danny, Gabe, Corey, Carnell, and Vita. We went over to some guys house. I got high and drunk. Thne Danny and I went in the bathroom and I sucked his dick then we left and I walked home from B.P by my house. I love Danny so much. This is sloppy b-cuz I'm hosed up. Love Laura I LOVE D 4-Lyfe Entry #26 December 18, 1993 (On Side) I LOVE Daniel 4-Lyfe. Tiffani and I went to the mall again today. I got a new pair of jeans. They are Levis. Then we saw some of Tiffani's punk little friends there I was about to beat this one girl's rear end b-cuz she had a bad attitude and I told her that. Then she was kissing my rear end. Then we saw Jason Pixley and some of his friends so I drove Tom's car again and we followed them to get some beer. I have some in my second drawer on my night stand. I don't want to go to Alaska now but I have to b-cuz I already made up my mind. I am so sad. I don't want to leave Danny. Personally I don't want him to see other people b-cuz it will make me jealous. But I can't stop him. I promise I won't see other people. I love him to much to do that. B-cuz I know it will hurt him. I promise to god I wont. If I do I will kill myself. I swear to god. So if I never come back and I die up there you will know I cheated on him. Love, me Pages 44 and 45:  Entry #27 December 19, 1993 (On Side) I LOVE you Danny And I always will. I went to Church this morning. Then afterwards we went to my grandma's house. I was supposed to tell everyone that I was leaving but Sarah told every one and I got so mad at her. I started to cry. I have been very emotional lately. Then Jeremy and Nicki came over and they bleached Jeremy's hair. Then later me and my mom got into a huge fight. I wanted to knock her out. she made me so mad. Then I called Danny and he is bombed. I love him so much. My mom doesn't believe that I really called my dad and I did. But she can be a bitch if she really wants to. And she is. Everyone has been in a bad mood lately. Love Laura Danny is the reason why me and my mom got into a fight. Entry #28 December 22, 1993 (On Side) I will always love you Danny no matter what Love Laura I got up and called Tom. He came and picked me and Tiffani up and we went to the mall like usual. I jacked a pair of black silver tab jeans. And of course I drove Tom's car. Tiffani and I went to Michelle's house and Oscar came and picked us up. (Name?) gave me 12 dollars and she thinks that she is going to get her coat back but she isn't. Then we went up to Lenny's so I could see Danny and I saw him I guess that he wasn't really happy to see me B-cuz he didn't seem like it. Some guy was trying to hit on me but I told him to get away from me b-cuz I have Dannyu. I was thinking about him all night long. Now htat I am moving to Alaska it seems like Danny is losing interest in me. Like he is starting to lose his love for me. I don't know what is going on. I want to talk to him about it b-cuz he is acting like he already found someone to replace me. But I dont know. This stuff gets pretty heavy.. I wanted to throw this up in the meantime while I work on the next chapters. A few things: 1. In response to the questions, I will not be giving any information about the lenght. The mystery will be upheld. Well, I guess it was only one thing. Enjoy for now.. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST We move onward into desparation.. sometimes the simplest answers are the most trying. Part 9 Continues. Pages 46 and 47:  Entry #29 December 23, 1993 Tiffani and I went to the mall with Tom then Oscar. I drove both of their cars of course. I saw Danny at the mall and he didn't even look like he even wanted to talk to me. I am really scared b-cuz I don't think that Danny wants to be with me anymore. I am worried. He has been acting very strange toward lately. I have no idea what is going on. I want to talk to him very bad. He never comes over anymore. I really do think that he has someone else. Tiffani and I met 2 guys from Oak Harbor tonight. There names are Duwan and Y.B. We all exchanged numbers. Homies came over tonight. Jeremy, Darin and Homie all got hosed up. Love Laura Good night my prince I love you **Special note about this entry: It gets very messy towards the bottom, and it's pencil. I have gone over it as much as I can, and I'm pretty sure that that last part indeed says that "Homies came over tonight", and "Homie all got hosed up". It may be homie, it may not. I have asked MeMotch, and we both agree that this is hilarious. Onward. Entry #30 December 25, 1993 (On Side) I love you baby Merry Christmas Today was a long day. I got up and opened my presents. Then went to Grandma's house and ate. Then we opened Christmas presents after everybody was there. We sat around and talked for a little bit. Then Mark, Darin, Chris and I went out side. Then Mark lit up a joint. Only Mark and I smoked it. It was the Bomb rear end weed. I was so loving high. Then I went inside and ate more b-cuz I had the munchies. Then we came home, and I called Danny But he had to go b-cuz Lenny was there. I miss my baby so much, I hardly ever see him any more. But I still love him. Love Laura Pages 48 and 49:  Pages 50 and 51:  Entry #31 December 29, 1993 Danny came over today. He brough his Super Nintendo so Darin could play it. Then Danny and I came into my room and messed around for a little bit. Then we had sex. Then Oscar came over right when we were getting into it. We were so mad. So when he left we had to finish. Then we were just laying in here for awhile. then he left. I miss him so much. My dad called and he doesn't even want me to go up there. Not even to visit. He picked Michele over me. I am so upset. He is an rear end in a top hat. I hate him. Love me Entry #32 December 30, 1993 Tiffani came over and we went for a walk in the rain. Then I came home and took a shower. Then we went to Tiffanis And I Ironed my hair. Then we went over to (Name?)'s house. Then I went to Todd's house. And I was talking to Junior. He said that he saw Danny messing around with Alisha. I didnt believe him but then Danny came to Todds house with Alisha and everyone else. He didn't even talk to me. I was so upset. I don't know what is up with him. Im not going to call him or anything. I ripped up the letters that he wrote to me and everything. I was crying so hard. I love him so much. If he is going to cheat on me I just want to forget about him. I feel like killing myself. I am thinking seriously about it so I can be out of his life totally. Then he won't have to worry about cheating on me. He can be with any girl that he wants to be with without hurting me. He already has hurt me and I dont want to be hurt again by him or any other guy so I really do want to end my life. I hate myself. I don't know what I do to make him do this to me. I have been totally faithful to him and to all of my other boyfriends but they still cheat on me. I love him so much. But I probably wont ever see him again B-cuz I want to kill myself. I just hope that he remembers that I will always love him. Love Laura Entry #33 December 31, 1993 Tiffani stayed the night last night. We just kicked it at my house and Danny cheated on me with Suzanne. But I forgave him when I saw him at Jason's house. We were all bombed. Jaimie was bombed as gently caress. Danny and Jaimie stayed the night. Jaimie thew up in my bed. So Danny and I slept on the floor. We had really good sex. Then he just started crying. I dont know why He was crying really hard. I felt really bad. And I just about beat the poo poo out of Tara but Danny and my mom wouldn't let me. Love Laura I Love you Danny It's almost time to kick off the new year! Join me for future updates coming soon! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . NEWPOSTNEWPOSTNEWPOSTNEWPOST!!!!!!!!1 Part 10. Beauty in this world exists within the eyes of the children. There is no such thing as seeing it unless you can pretend you've never saved yourself from it. Pages 52 and 53:  Entry #34 January 1, 1994 Danny and Jaimie left early. Then Danny came back over when I was in the shower. They wanted me to do some retruns. So we got some meney and bought a fat rear end 40 bag and we smoked it all. We were so bombed. Then I came home and nobabdy was home and I had the munchies so I ate hella food. I was about to throw up. But I didn't. Tiffani came over about 10:00 P.M and we watched T.V. Then we played Super Nintendo. Then we came in my room and wrote letters. I love you Danny. I am sorry for being such a bitch. Love Laura Entry #35 January 2, 1994 I didn't really do anything today. Tiffani and I went over to her house and kicked it there for a little while. Then we tried to get a hold of Tom so he could take us to the mall. But then Danny came over and my mom was being a total dork. Love Me I Love U Danny Pages 54 and 55:  Entry #36 January 4, 1994 Danny has stayed the last 2 nights at my house. My mom even let us sleep together. I was really surprised. Of course we had sex. We did without a condom but he didn't cum inside me. Because he doesn't want me to get pregnant. I wouldn't mind ever having his baby One day in the future If we are still together. I hope that we are b-cuz I love him so much. He asked me out last night 10:38 P.M. I am so happy. I have been waiting for this forever. I went Danny's court today. he got 6 days in juvie. I don't know when he goes in. I am going to miss him when he goes in. I am so loving high right now. So I am not writing very good. I love Danny so much. I never want to lose him. He is the best thing that has happened to me. He has made me the happiest girl in the world. Besides when he cheated on me. I would do anything to make him not cheat on me anymore. He has been drinking alot lately too. I am worried alot. Love me Pages 56 and 57:  Entry #37 January 5, 1994 I started counseling today. It was O.K. But it wasn't the best. Danny and I went to the mall today. We got 5 rings, a silver chain, 2 tapes, 1 video, 2 hats, and 1 C.D. Then we heard that Jaime Waller snitched on Danny, Brent, and Chris for the B.P. thing. Then we saw Gabe and Jason so they took us to Dannys house. Danny went to Juvie tonight for 5 days. I already miss him. When he gets out I want him to stay the night so he can hold me in his arms and hold me tight. And we can make love all night long. I love my baby so much. Love Laura Entry #38 January 8, 1994 (On Side) I love you my prince forever and always. My mom and I went shopping today. I got socks, 2 pairs of shoes, a coat, jeans, shorts, a shirt, a workout outfit, and an electronic phone book thing. I got one for Danny too. His is just like mine. We got Darin a pair of shorts and silver tab jeans. My mom got a shirt , a ring, and a sweater. We bought a new iron and we got Ali some Mickey Mouse P.J's chicago Bulls shorts and a mickey mouse sweatshirt. Then when we got home Danny called me. I miss him so much. I wish he was here right now cuddling with me. I am so happy that we are going out now. He gets out of juvie in 2 days. I am so happy. My throat hurts really bad. Love Laura Ah, my baby in Juvie. He sounds like the loving man of the century... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . NEWPOST NEWPOST NEWPOST NEWPOST NEWPOST NEWPOST 3:27, Sunday Morning Part 11: There's only one road harder than that of someone who has loved and lost.. and that is of someone who was never loved to begin with. Laura, I'd give you the world if I could. Pages 58 and 59:  Entry #39 January 11, 1993 Danny stayed the night last night. We had the best sex. I felt like screaming but I couldn't because my mom was in the next room. So instead I clawed the gently caress out of his back, I felt so bad. I woke up this morning and Danny was still sleeping so I just layed there and watched him sleep. He is so cute. So we took a shower after we had sex and I shaved his arms and legs and his stomach. he looks so sexy. So I just had to suck his thing. I haven't done that for a long time. I love him so much. he doesn't even know how much he means to me. I want to be with him forever. I want us to get married some day and have 2 kids a boy and a girl. I want the girls name to be La'Shawn and the boys name to be Duran. I even told my mom about that. She knows how much I love him and care about him. She likes him alot. She told me that she wants us to stay together. She likes me with him. She thinks that he is the best guy that a girl could find because he treats me good. He doesn't abuse me and he has lots of respect. I hope that we are together forever. Love Laura Pages 60 and 61:  Entry #40 January 13, 1993 Danny stayed the night last night. He gave me a hickey. It is just a small one but it is still ugly. He made me so loving horny. We hosed. I made him gently caress me. He shaved my thing bawld. I feel so retarted. Then we went to sleep. Darin took Danny to Sharis and Darin got an application. He got the job. They both start on Monday. Then Tiffani came over. So we went to Sarinas. Then we went jacking. I got an Over The Hill Banner for my moms party and a card for Darin and one for me. and I got a pack of smokes. I miss my baby But he is going to stay the night tomorrow night. We are going to have the whole house to ourselves. Love Laura Entry #41 January 16, 1994 Danny and I woke up and got drunk. Then we went to McDonalds. Chased gave us a ride home. Gabe and Walter came over. Then we went to Brian Hanleys house and we got hosed up. Danny, Me, Gabe, Walter, Brian R, Brian H, Daisy, Kashara, Jaden, and his girl was all there. Walter was bombed as gently caress. He is so retarted when he is hosed up. Daisy and I are buddies now. I got so mad at Danny Because I thought that he was flirting with Kashara but I guess that he wasn't. Danny and I had the best sex. He came inside of me. It felt so good. I have been wanting him to do that forever. We bootie hosed too. Last night Love Laura Pages 62 and 63:  Entry #42 January 19, 1994 (On Side) I love you Danny I cleaned my room today. I went to Tiffani's to see if she had any smokes for Darin but she didn't. I quit smoking. It is really hard. I talked to Danny on the phone. I miss him so much. I am grounded for 1 week and I can't even talk on the phone. I am so pissed. I went to counseling today and I started crying. Because I was telling my mom how I felt. I was so upset. I really need to see my baby. We rented Menace II Society. It was pretty good. Danny starts work tomorrow. He works from 4-8. I hope he likes it. I miss him so much. Love Laura Entry #43 January 20, 1994 My mom didn't come home for lunch today. Danny came over for 1 hour and 1/2. He was in my room when I got out of the shower. He scared me. I was so happy to see him. I missed him so much. Today was his first day at work. I guess he liked it alot. I'm glad that he likes it. I guess that his boss likes him alot. I miss my baby so much. He means alot to me. He gave me a nasty letter today and it made me very horny. It was so nasty. I can't wait till Im not grounded anymore. Love Laura I think we can all see the road this is taking. It may not be safe, and it may not be honest, but damnit.. Laura would want it this way. NEW POST ALERT! NEW POST ALERT! NEW POST ALERT!............................. Due to the original post exploding and running out of room, the current update can be seen at PAGE 20!!! Please continue to look here to see where the updated posts will be in the future. Thanks! --Vas . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . NEW POST TO PAGE 20 AS OF 2:39 A.M, MONDAY PACIFIC TIME. NEW POSTS TO: Click here to visit the new updates! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . NEW POST TO PAGE 20 AS OF 8:17 P.M, Tuesday Pacific time. 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quote:Angry White Boy came out of the closet to say: I thought about trying to contact her so I could find out where Danny was so I could punch him. You'll find out later. Oh yea, then I realized it was her fault.
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Ok, I have a bunch more of this stuff typed out.. I'd like to include the pictures of the pages (as above) because I think it lends a certain weight of accuracy and feeling to the story. These are, after all, her words, and her life. However, it's going to take me a lot longer to do this every time because I have to take the pics, resize, upload, etc. Question is: Do people want this/see this as helping the thread out in a major way? I still intend to do this with the really juicy and funny parts (although from here it's pretty much all downhill), but do you just want the gory details for now? Keep in mind, I can always do this later for pages you all want. Other than that, I can really haul rear end and go much faster if I just type the story and post that. Lemme know a bit before I continue...
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quote:® came out of the closet to say: I agree. I can get on this tonight, because the original pages really give it all the flavor. Can I reach you on aim or messenger?
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I got it all coming, and I'm going with the scans for the complete story. Soon enough I'll have another chunk.. but the anticipation = more enjoyment. Plus I didn't know how you guys would like it.
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quote:TheJetCityFix came out of the closet to say: I am from Bellingham, WA. Beautiful place. Oh, oh OH so much white trash. This gem was found at the Bellingham Goodwill. For future reference to all readers: As suggested, I will be updating the ORIGINAL POST. I don't want people to have to hunt to find the goods, although you really should earn it. I'm at school right now, but I'll be in a room with a scanner shortly. HOLD ON! Vasquez fucked around with this message at 06:56 on Oct 13, 2004 |
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quote:TheJetCityFix came out of the closet to say: Strange.. That's fuckin' close. Seeing as she's probably a lot older now, you could know one of her illegitimate children.
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quote:MakaVillian came out of the closet to say: Yea, that's nice for the typing also. It's funny.. reading this here, I don't get the impression that this girl is that dumb.. just maybe really, really lost. We've all felt hopelessly in love with someone. If you haven't, I feel sorry for you. It's such a powerful feeling of both joy and sorrow. When you simply see that person it's enough to put you on a cloud for hours. Sometimes when I read through it I feel really bad for her, but of course there's other times when I laugh.
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I got more pages up just now. New post on page one for all the HOT NEW ACTION!!!!!
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quote:drjrock_obgyn came out of the closet to say: Just curious.. why?
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quote:Stitecin came out of the closet to say: No pages are missing, the page numbers are on the diary scans. We truly just do not know the mystery that is Laura's community service... Oh yea, I'll move page 2 to page 1 also. I'll have new stuff up really soon, just gotta run to class to turn something in.
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quote:Beelzebozo came out of the closet to say: Sorry man, last night was one of the busiest nights of the quarter. I'm absolutely gonna do my best to get this stuff up, I know.. but I don't think my prof would go for "Yea, but I was updating my slutty diary stories on the internet forums last night!!" Seriously though, more to come VERY soon.
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quote:ExpertAssassin came out of the closet to say: No... no, it doesn't. If only you knew what lay in wait for Laura..hahaha.
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HEY EVERYONE GET TO PAGE ONE FOR JUICY DETAILS! I'm just hanging out typing more of this, so chances are that when you're done reading I'll have some more stuff up soon. Thanks to the weekend.. Awesome. Enjoy.
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More new updates ahoy! See page one for all your needs!
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quote:drjrock_obgyn came out of the closet to say: Well, I haven't worked at goodwill for about a year and a half... I don't really see the trouble I could get into for this, unless Laura had somehow become very successful or something. Help me out if I'm about to be. Oh, and again, PEOPLE DO NOT CONTACT HER. I guess that's all I can do. It's important for the story so I don't want to take anything out.
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New posts on page one.. some new developments. I'll be working on more stuff as the day goes on.
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quote:celexa came out of the closet to say: As such, this isn't the case. I've been typing them all because it's just not easy to read for some people. Plus with the size of the images/whatnot, I'm gonna keep it going this way for ease of reading for everybody. I hope it's being somewhat helpful. Also.. before I forget... NEW POST TO PAGE ONE! COUNTDOWN TO NEW YEARS!!!!
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quote:MakaVillian came out of the closet to say: I can't believe how many people have been confused by this one. I thought that was a pretty standard term being thrown around. I guess growing up in the WA, one just doesn't think about it much..."
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quote:Vasquez came out of the closet to say: Ugh.. I've been reading ahead (a bit further than has been posted).. This is probably the dumbest girl I have ever imagined. I won't say more, i'll just keep typing. She just makes me.. hilariously angry.
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quote:DoucheMonkey came out of the closet to say: I was thinking about that today! I'll bet this is the golden one though.. The first one must be just a bunch of really REALLY melodramatic stuff about Danny.. No real awesome stuff. Unfortunately.. we will never know.
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First off on my list.quote:Almost everybody came out of the closet to say: I know this is never mentioned.. but I can almost guarantee you all that she is white. I know the area within 150 miles of where I live to a "T". That's just how it is, and I'm sure it hasn't changed much since the early 90's. Take a walk/drive/bike ride through Bellingham during any part of the day, and there is one thing you may see three of: Black people. White folks abound here, and simply from knowing all too many of the kids like this growing up (always the ones who would tell me things like: "You don't even smoke? You're such a preppy.. we smoked 11 CIGARETTES LAST NIGHT!") I can picture Laura perfectly. Another disillusioned 14-15 year old white girl (I could NEVER imagine her being 18.. and I happen to know that this isn't the case for certain, as well as the fact that her boyfriend is in and out of juvie and he's most certainly older than she is), trying to live that tough thug life like all the people in the rap songs she looks up to. It's one of the saddest and most maddening debates I've ever heard. Sitting in my 7th GRADE english class, listening to a girl talk (Who I know I picture Laura as every time I type this drivel) about how she wants to have her first child and drop out before she is 15.. Who the gently caress sets their life up like that? HOW THE gently caress IS THAT EVER COOL? And Danny.. gently caress it, almost all of you from Washington know the type of kids we're dealing with. Pasty, young white boys with oversized black jeans and HUGE t-shirts (at this time almost certainly No-Fear or Stussy, or anything along the lines of those stupid dogs dressed up in prison clothes and wearing handcuffs like they just broke out of jail.. BAD DAWG or some awful trash), the kind that never EVER leave the mall and just gently caress up things at school, and talk about when they're going to drop out (if they haven't already) etc. Remember the days when it was cool to get suspended? Well I don't, but I remember when it was cool for kids like these. Personally and rationally, I can't ever understand the psychology in telling yourself that setting one's life up with no regard to future success is the coolest thing possible at the moment. Anyways, this rant may continue, as reading this thing ever so constantly has been filling me with an undaunted rage for these types of kids.. But another thing before I get back to it: quote:Kath came out of the closet to say: God, those names.. No offense intended for anyone with those names, as under rational circumstances they are most certainly just fine, however.. I just laugh so hard picturing this awful situation and her thinking about what a "little princess that baby La'Shawn will be when she comes along." I'm sure she'll have all and only the best luxurious and nutritious/healthy benefits provided to her in her life. Not to mention that there certainly won't be any paternal trauma.. gently caress. quote:Kumo came out of the closet to say: This one has been asked and answered as well, but I figure I'll do it again since there was some debate. B.P. is a gas station. They almost certainly shoplifted (and nothing more) from a gas station. And LASTLY: quote:Fistgrrl came out of the closet to say: Seriously.. am I about to get hosed for this? I don't see any way really, seeing as this was donated and whatnot, but I just don't want to be sitting here about a month from now and get some call that I'm being investigated for one thing or another. If anyone knows the "legal reasons" for the termination of the last thread, let me know. I'm sure this one is dirtier and even more incriminating, as it's already gone much further and details much more drug use, sex, and overall illegal antics of minors, albeit 11 years ago. If anyone could clue me in that would be great. I KNOW you ALL want to finish this story, and I'm enjoying providing it to you. This has been successful so far, and it seems many have enjoyed Laura's adventures. HOWEVER.. I don't want trouble to come of it. If I can't see any, and as such, I'll continue. But if so... it's just not worth it.
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quote:DrivesLikeAGirl came out of the closet to say: I'm not particularly concerned.. but as I said earlier, what trouble is worth it? Is it possible for me to edit the thread title with my standard account, or do I require the assistance of an admin? I'll update the thread pertaining to any change of the title (haha, although about 70.000+ people are already FULL WELL AWARE of the characters involved..
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quote:Fistgrrl came out of the closet to say: Sorry for all this nonsense in the meat of the post (no platinum account, hence no private messaging capabilities), but perhaps a change in title, keeping most everything else the same, would be in order. I'm thinking something along the lines of: Going nowhere fast.. falling so hard we never look back Edit: Thank you, Fistgrrl. I don't know what a difference this will make in the long run, but hopefully Laura hasn't been notified of this injustice. I can almost smell being taken on Judge Judy... Vasquez fucked around with this message at 21:21 on Oct 10, 2004 |
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quote:J.theYellow came out of the closet to say: Please. A message to all of you who are enjoying this thread, and wish it to keep going. Also, a message for all the idiots who feel so compelled to be clever and desire contact (and also to bring trouble down on me). DO NOT DO THIS. Please, refrain from your urges. I'm sure Laura is fine. We don't need to know this. THIS HERE is the gold. What you may indeed get to keep reading is the gold. HER LIFE NOW HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH US. Do not contact her. Thank you.
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quote:Kumo came out of the closet to say: I guess we just can't say this enough now, can we... Seriously. Don't.
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quote:Kumo came out of the closet to say: Sorry, I was busy attempting to idiot-proof the first stuff.
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NEW POST ALERT! The original post has run out of space. I have to post here now, but I will be detailing exactly where the current posts are in the initial post. So, as of new updates, continue to check there. I WILL LIST THE CURRENT LAST PAGE, AND THAT WILL BE WHERE THE NEW MATERIAL IS. Enjoy! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . NEW STUFF NOW! NEW STUFF NOW! NEW STUFF NOW! NEW STUFF NOW! Part 12: If I had the chance to seize your hand just before that moment.. I'd grab every finger even if I knew it'd hurt. Just to keep you from sailing over. That crushing sound is like music.. Pages 64 and 65:  Entry #44 January 22, 1994 I went to breakfast with my mom, Tom, Lynn and Michael this morning. Then we came home and I wrapped my moms present. Me and my mom took speed today and I started tweeking out We went and bought me a pair of sweats. They are Dallas Cowboy sweats. They are pretty cool. Jeremy brought his nintendo over with 5 games so I played that for a little bit. Then my mom and I took a nap. Then we woke up and got ready and we went to her party. Then we came home and went to bed. I love you Danny and I miss you very much. Hopefully I will get to see him tomorrow. Love Laura Entry #45 January 24, 1994 Danny came over today. I missed him so much. He is mad at me right now, B cuz I am being a bitch to him. I am so bombed right now. He came in my mouth, on my bootie, and in my thang. He said that he was gonna hit me but I know that he was just kidding but it still brought back lots of memories. It kind of made me upset I don't know why but it did. I know that he is not like that but I still told him to do it to see if he would. I'm sorry baby. I love you. Love Laura Pages 66 and 67:  Pages 68 and 69:  Entry #46 January 26, 1994 Danny has stayed the last 2 nights with me. It made me really happy. I love spending time with him because he is my baby. I could never get sick of him. He means so much to me. But anyways He came to court with me today. It went good, my next court date is March 22. Then after court we went to counseling. My counselor wants Danny to come to counseling with me one time so she can talk to him. She is really cool. Then after counseling we came home and Danny and I had the best sex. He just went crazy on me. But I cant complain because I loved it. He has been cumming inside me a lot lately. Ever since he did the first time over at Brian's house. But I like it. Then we took a shower together. Then his mom came and picked him up. I told him to call me when he got off of work, But he never did. His parents probably won't let him talk to me anymore. Because his parents don't like me. But if that is the only way that he can stay in their house he is going to not call me. But I guess that I can hanle it. It will be hard but I have to live with it. I am really afraid that he is going to break up with me. I hope he wont but we just won't have a very close relationship like I want us to have. I want us to be open with each other and spend lots of time together. And I want us both to be happy. My mom, Darin, and I went shopping for my school stuff then went out to eat at McDonalds. I saw the Gunderson's there. I just glaired at them. Then we went to one of my moms classes and we came home. I start school tomorrow. I love you baby. Love Me Entry #47 January 27, 1994 I started school again today. They day went by so slow. But I was kind of happy because I got ot see all of my friends. So I was happy. Everybody was coming up to me and giving me a hug. It was really boring today. Because it was really slow I went to Sunset Square and jacked hella cigarettes and 8 blunt lighters. Then we walked home and I talked to Danny on the phone till 10:30 b-cuz my mom came home. I miss him so much. Danny and Jaimie are going to stay the night tomorrow. And Daisey’s coming over. I love you baby. Love Laura This girl's life is like a look through the wrong end of the exhaust pipe. Speed and sweat pants.. Mom, I'm just glad you were there for all of it. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . DRAMA ALERT DRAMA ALERT DRAMA ALERT DRAMA ALERT DRAMA ALERT DRAMA ALERT DRAMA ALERT Helpful information pertaining to new updates: It seems that Laura has taken her final revenge. She has accidentally (OR purposely) not written two of the page numbers in the diary (pages 68 and 69). She then continues as if these pages didn’t exist. This bit is included to stop people from saying “HEY YOU MADE A MISTAKE” when they notice that the page numbers I listed (as I am continuing with the correct page numbers) do not match the numbers listed on the diary. You’ll be able to tell which is which, so don’t worry. Just be aware. Here is an example of what you will see from now on: The picture will say: Page 68 and 69. I will say page 70 and 71. This may be confusing for some, but that’s just how it is. It’s the best way I have to keep all my own files in order. Hence, whenever you find yourself in trouble, refer to this simple formula. And with that, let us trudge on… There comes an hour in which we fall upon our own crumpled footsteps, our shins a bloody mess and our hair putrid with the smell of wasted opportunites.. We've walked untold distances without grass under our feet. It is in this hour that we draw cold steel and lay it upon the retina; the balance between blindness and battle. Pages 70 and 71:  Entry #48 February 7, 1994 I got out of juvie today. I am sick as gently caress. Danny came to my court. I was surprised. I was crying the whole time that I was up there. I felt so bad. I missed Dannys birthday party. I love him so much. I am so aftraid that he is going to find some other girl, and leave me. I just have a gut feeling. I havent done anything to make him break up with me. I just love him to much. He means so much to me. I love you baby. Please don’t ever leave me baby. Love Laura Cut to the biggest time lapse we‘ve seen yet.. Entry #49 April 6, 1994 Danny has been staying with me. He got kicked out of his house about a month ago. I am 5 weeks pregnant. I am still not sure what I am going to do. I really want to keep it. But if I do keep it my mom said that I can’t live here. So I asked my mom to bring home a news-paper so I can look for a house or apartment. I really do want this baby very much. Love Laura Pages 72 and 73:  Entry #50 April 6, 1994 (night and day) Today I was crabby. I felt really bad because I was being a real bitch to Danny. Dawn and her sister and kids came and picked me up. We to the Ferry to Port Townsend. It was an o.k. ride 3 different guys tried to flirt with me. 2 were navy guys and 1 was a Mexican. I was thinking of my baby danny the whole time. I miss him so much. I don’t get to cuddle with him tonight and I didn’t bring lambie to sleep with! I should have. Love Laura I Love U Danny Entry #51 April 9, 1994 I went to the hospital last night before and they thought I was having a miscarriage. They told me to come back if my symptoms got worse. So I went back in last night and I had to have surgery. I am in pain. But Jaime is here to take care of me. I miss spending time with her. We used to be really close but we are not as close now. But hopefully we will be soon. I love you danny. Remember that kay. Love Laura Page 74:  Entry #52 May 10, 1994 Today was a very depressing day for me. Danny and I broke up. I can’t believe it. I already miss him so much. He means so much to me. I feel like killing myself. I can’t live without him. He is my whole world and my whole life. I have been crying for 2 hours straight. I don’t know what to do. I want him back so bad. I’m going to write him a letter asking him to give me one more chance. Love Laura If the blade is to slip, where will it fall? The story goes ever on. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST NEW POST When everything I’ve done for the past year fades into fantasy, I realize just how much I miss painting that picture for you. I walk everywhere.. And even when it’s cold and raining I hold myself tighter and remember that something in this town is beautiful to someone. Will you hold my hand? I never could balance on dreams. Pages 75:  Pages 76 and 77:  Entry #53 May 12, 1994 Last night I went and kicked it with Danny and John. I smoked John out. He was being retarted. Danny stayed the night. We talked. And today we talked some more. Then I went and made him some food and he came into the kitchen and asked me out again. And of course I said yes. Because I love him so much. I went crazy without him I couldn’t handle myself. I missed him so much. It still doesn’t feel like we are together. But we are and I am very happy. I missed him so much. We kicked it for part of the day today. Now Tania won’t let him come down here anymore. Well anyways - Tom got Jaime and I high as gently caress. Then I just came home and thought about Danny so I made a tape for him and wrote him a letter to go with the tape. God….. I miss him so much. I wish that he was here right now holding me in his strong sexy arms. I am so glad that we are back together. I love him so much. Please don’t ever leave me again baby! Love Laura (On Side) I LOVE YOU DANIEL Entry #54 May 14, 1994 Today I helped Aunt Lissa out at her house. I got some money for it. I bought mom and Ali McDonalds food for dinner. Then I went out with Danny, John, and Taun. We smoked some bud then I bought drink for everyone. Then I bought Danny McDonalds food. Then we went back to the same place and I sucked Dannys dick (my dick) Then on our drive home Danny played with my pussy (his pussy.) He made me so loving horny. Then we kissed and they left. I’m so glad that we are back together. I Love you Baby boy Love Laura Pages 78 and 79:  Entry #55 May 19, 1994 Last night Danny and Gabe stayed the night. I was so comfortable because I was with my baby boy. I miss having him here with me all of the time. My mom and I had a talk today, she said if I slip up one more time (even if I am late by one minute I am out of the house. But Erin and I are going to get an apartment. My mom is such a bitch. I hate her. I don’t understand what is wrong with her. God, she is such a bitch. Love Laura Entry #56 May 20, 1994 Today I got up around 12:00. Erin and I went to McDonalds then to her apartment to get some of her poo poo. Then we came back and I emptied her car out. We rolled some change. Then Cory-Morrie, Gabe and Caleb came over for a minute. Then they left to get some food and they never came back yet. Danny and John came over for a minute then they left. We might go to the carnival tonight. Love Laura Pages 80 and 81:  Entry #57 May 23, 1994 We got ready and went to pick up Gabe. Then we went to see my P.O and I was really high. She could tell. Then we went to Taco Bell and picked up Corey. Then we went and got Danny and we went to the mall to watch The Crow. It was ok. Then we came back to my house and kicked it for a little bit and got high in my room. Then we took everybody home. My birthday is soon.. In 2 days. I want to spend the day with Danny. Love Laura Entry #58 June 15, 1994 I havent done much today. Danny came over this morning then he went to go and pick up Corey. Then when they got back Danny and I took a shower. Then we were going to take Corey home and he was driving. He ran a red light and some guy bashed into us. Erins car is all hosed up. The whole passenger side is bashed in. And Danny wont even talk to me. I don’t know what is up his rear end but I hope he gets it out soon b-cuz he is making me sad by not talking to me. Love Laura Ok everyone.. we've come to a critical juncture, and I feel it is my duty to inform you all of certain details in light of much contemplation on the matter. Here's the deal. Despite what no doubt God himself wants, the diary is about to end. It seems that Laura didn't realize that she would become a star player in so many days of our recent lives. Nevertheless, we've had a great run of it, and I hope the hilarity of such things as the spectacular sound files (thanks to all who have made them) and image macros (again, excellent work) will not cease in light of such information. Now. For the good news. There is indeed a bulk of diary left. It is larger than the previous posts, and it is juicy. I have planned it this way, as you have no doubt guessed, and I will be posting it soon (probably tonight). I just wanted everyone to be preparred for this, as upon consideration I realized that an unplanned and abrupt ending could warrant a bad taste in the mouths of many. With that.. I hope you enjoy what's to come, what's been, and what hasn't been made yet. To all of you, thank you. I never could have thought you would have made this so much fun. My appreciation for your patience is endless. Until soon, Your favorite illegal alien, Vasquez ..................................................................... THIS IS IT THIS IS IT THIS IS IT THIS IS IT On our last legs I cannot urge you enough. READ THE DISCLAIMER!!! Love it. Live it. Onwards. When the doors closed behind me one year ago I knew there was no turning back. All handshakes and bright smiles, this was going to be quite an experience. My face grew tight and dry as I clasped familiar skin, and echoed of the defeats and heroics faced in the conceivable epic of a teenage pilot episode. I threw my head back and laughed. An unfamiliar adventure where nothing was the way I wanted it to be, yet everything was irresistable. I sampled blood from an open wound, swallowed sharp rocks labeled sweet nothings, and found my solace. This was going to be quite an experience. Pages 82 and 83:  Pages 84 and 85:  Entry #59 July 4, 1994 Today I got out of juvie at 1:30 then I came home and took a shower and I called Danny. And he said that he had to talk to me in person. So I hung up with him then mom, Erin, and I went out to the res and bought tons of fireworks. Then we went to Sarah and Jarrods house and visited them for a little bit. Then we all went to uncle Doug’s for a barbeque then we went to the shop to watch the fireworks and mom went to the store and bought Erin and I 40’s and herself some wine coolers and some beer. We were straight kicken it. But I wish that my baby boy was there. Then we watched the fireworks and then we came home. Jeremy, Amy and Allen came over and we played poker. Jeremy and I won most of the money. Then we went to bed. Then Daniel called at 3 A.M and started calling me a ho and poo poo and he broke up with me. Why does he always have to do this to me? He thinks I know what he is talking about and I don’t. I still love him though. I will always love him. No matter what happens. I know that he doesn’t care about me because he told me. But that doesn’t stop me from loving him. Like I said, I will always love him. He means so much to me I will always care about him. Forever. He will always have the special place in my heart. Always! And he should know that. I hope he knows that. I will always be here for him. If he needs to talk or just for someone to be there for him. I will always be there. Even if he doesn’t believe it. But I hope that he does know that. I love you Daniel and I always will. I’ll never forget you. Please don’t ever forget me. Love Laura Entry #60 July 17, 1994 Not much has been going on lately. I am staying at Tania’s house. My mom was being a bitch. Danny is staying here too. I have just been sitting around here cleaning the house. Pages 86 and 87:  Entry #61 July 21, 1994 I didn’t do much today. I woke up at 8:00 A.M. with Daniel. We took a shower and then we took him to work. When Tania and I got back home I cleaned the house did some laundry then made a tape. I have been thinking a lot today. About how hosed up my family is and how much I love Danny. I could never express to him how much I love him. It is much more than words. I don’t love him for the sex that we have together, or how he treats me, or what he tells me. I love him for who he is not what he is. I wish that he could just understand how much I love and care for him. He could never realize how much I love him. I love him more and more everyday. I just hope that he never fucks me over. I would never gently caress him over. I have been hosed over to many times and I know how much it hurts. I could never do that to him. I just hope he does know that I do love him and I always will. Love Laura Pages 88 and 89:  Entry #62 August 31, 1994 Today I went to the Point Defiance Zoo with Joana, Monica, and Danny in Tacoma. I had fun. After we went to the Zoo we went to the Swap meet then we went to Tacoma Discount World and Joana bought me a Guess T-shirt. We went out to eat at Flakey Jakes. I had so much fun today. School starts tomorrow. I am kind of happy but I’m not. Love Laura Entry #63 September 7, 1994 Today was a long boring day. School is going O.K. I guess. I don’t really like it but I have to go. I kicked Tiffany’s rear end yesterday because she called the cops on me and said that I had a gun down my pants and I wanted to shoot her. Of course Daniel and I are still together. I love him so much. He is my one and only baby boy. He means so much to me. I want to marry him. I want to have his children. I want to be with him forever. I would never do anything to hurt him. Good night baby Love Laura Pages 90 and 91:  Entry #64 October 23, 1994 Today I didn’t do much. I helped Danny hook up my moms stereo system. It sounds a little bit better. I found out that I am pregnant again. I don’t know what to do. I want a baby but Danny doesn’t really want one. That is what I think. But I really do want to have it this time. Even if Danny gets mad at me or whatever. I do want it. But yes we are still together. And I think we always will be. I could never live without him. Love Laura N’ Daniel Entry#65.………. November 2, 1994 7:29 A.M Danny just left a little bit ago to go to work. He stayed the night last night. He slapped me b-cuz He kicked me in the head so I punched him in the leg. Then he got up grabbed my hair and slapped me. It didn’t hurt but it hurt my feelings. He hurts my feelings all of the time. He calls me a ho, a bitch, a trick, and all that. It hurts me bad. Because he told me that he was going to forget about the past but he always brings it up. But today we are starting all over. With a new clean slate. I have an appointment at D.S.H.S. today at 9:45 A.M. I really want to keep this baby but I don’t want Danny to get mad at me. Love Laura   To all who have shared in Laura's adventures: This is all the book holds. What is left is for our imaginations only, and NEVER to find out for ourselves. I'm sorry I can't give you more, and the mystery may very well haunt you. However, it will have to do. Thank you all for bearing with me. I would sincerely like to express my gratitude for your patience. And now, if I can answer any questions, be my guest. You have as much information as I now. Vasquez fucked around with this message at 08:54 on Oct 13, 2004 |
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quote:Dodorkahedron came out of the closet to say: Yea.. a LOT of stuff most certainly gets donated to Goodwill by accident. The place is a trash dump, and working there was a nightmare. People drop boxes off with ANYTHING they find in their garage, garbage, etc. Bags full of clothes that have been pissed in, boxes of broken dishes that we have to sort through.. and the employers/employees.. ugh.. Good loving riddance. In short, we had many, many personal effects donated. It wouldn't surprise me if this was an accident.
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