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The worst of the worst has happened to me recently. Michelle's bitch of a mother went ahead and allowed a guy that likes Michelle from face book into their house as in LIVE THERE WITH MY WOMAN. They've been talking behind Michelle's back setting this up because her mom knew she wouldn't approve it. Also her mom claims she feels it's her christian duty (BULL-loving-poo poo) to help this man in need. hmmm and it happens to be the one that wants to gently caress my woman!Screw you, drat liar. You're going to hell and when I see you I will NEVER stop torturing you down there, no one will save you, drat wench. God, I hate that woman! The ones who've known me for the longest time obviously know I am destroyed emotionally by something like this. Just when I think "ok. I am fine, I can trust the situation" But ever heard the saying "New tragedy re-opens wounds" well that is what I am feeling. See...with past experiences where I would feel that the situation was fine...it wasn't. So bad that I had to hear from people that my lady would be sleeping with another and she wouldn't tell me.
My mind is a complete mess I am trying very hard to just accept it and ignore it but that loving demon in my heart and mind won't rest. I am.....Very angry and haven't felt this pissed for over a decade. as hosed up as my mother is at times. She'd never do anything to let something come between me and my lady, other then talk some poo poo. One thing you have understand about Michelle's mother, She's evil. Very evil. For her to do something to separate US like this,how can you say a person is not evil when she's got the upper hand in trying to wreck in what has taken me 2 years to build. My mental stress is in a loop right now and I don't know what to do, One part of me says just sit tight but at the same time I am going to be stressed as hell thinking "Are they loving?","Is she kissing him,pretending it's me?", "is she touching him in a way that she shouldn't" These thoughts are LOUD and won't leave me alone and all I can do is cry my heart out because I don't know what is real anymore. For those who want to see the douche bag here he is. http://www.facebook.com/#/ritebrayn?ref=sgm Goofy looking son of a bitch isn't he? however from what Michelle tells me he's a ladies man and can get laid at nearly any given time....yeah,just wait until Michelle grows attached and......NO *punches dresser and starts to breathe heavily* Michelle is going to be pissed off at me for writing this to everyone but right now I don't care..after all she has another man living in the house now. Might as well let my friends know why I'm delusional and head is hosed up. You all are my back bone now.her and I haven't talked since 2 PM and it's 1:00Am right now. Do you think I have a right to feel suspicious, I think so. Ever see that one movie based off a shakesphere play or something.It was about a black man and white woman, he was a police officer and was given the title of captian because of his outstanding work. However his friend was jealous (who was white) at his new fortune so he convinced him that his white wife was loving around with another man, the black man goes into a mental breakdown and in a rage he suffocates his woman (I would never hurt Michelle in any way, I love her even though I accidentally hurt her emotionally in fights) and then the black guy finds out that he was tricked into thinking his wife cheated so the black man lays next to his dead wife,holds her hand,puts a gun to his head and pulls the trigger. Now his friend got captian but I heard the ending was the guy killed himself due to his guilt of what he did so he disemboweled himself. Wonderful movie but the infidelity part is what's loving with my head to the point of insanity. I love Michelle more then anyone. My one and only is being taken away from me slowly but surely, It's almost like drowning. Holding your hand above water hoping someone will pull you up...but you drown,no one could save you. I am starting to feel a mental break down. I been drinking,crying and thoughts keep circling my head and not leaving me alone. wish love wasn't such a crime for me because everytime I get it, something has to be hosed up about it. first it's the distance now this. Am I not meant to be loved? Am I meant to be jealous of people who have lovers? Am I damned to walk the earth alone? WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME THAT I CAN"T HAVE ENDLESS LOVE FOREVER AND EVER! WHY AM I THE ONLY MOTHER FAT FUCKER THAT CAN"T GET WHAT HIS HEART CRAVES.*Cries* What is wrong with me to not have that I rightfully deserve. I just want michelle and me, together....we can't have that,we're both broke and our moms steal our money. Can anyone tell me why I must suffer like this? What can I do? Never felt so lost..... ---------------- |
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Goofy looking son of a bitch isn't he? however from what Michelle tells me he's a ladies man and can get laid at nearly any given time....yeah,just wait until Michelle grows attached and......NO *punches dresser and starts to breathe heavily*
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admins rename me shakesphere
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I Have Sigs Off |
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Giovanni Qobras posted:Goofy looking son of a bitch isn't he? however from what Michelle tells me he's a ladies man and can get laid at nearly any given time....yeah,just wait until Michelle grows attached and......NO *punches dresser and starts to breathe heavily*
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Giovanni Qobras posted:the video that accompanied thisd owns btw: Mexico.... the land of Tequila, ja
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thicker than explosion smoke, but not thicker than smoke machine smoke.
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WHY AM I THE ONLY MOTHER FAT FUCKER THAT CAN"T GET WHAT HIS HEART CRAVES.*Cries*
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i can dunk on that dude
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Primo Poster!!!! posted:i can dunk on that dude you couldn't dunk a donut son
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HATE MONDAYS posted:you couldn't dunk a donut son
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post your ghost mexican catchphrase
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get dunked on
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owned
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jay z's sedan posted:jay z's sedan
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Three Loins in the Fountain
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she moved in a guy from facebook
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is michelle the woman that's almost larger than he is
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Giovanni Qobras posted:admins rename me shakesphere ---------------- |
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real asian girl posted:is michelle the woman that's almost larger than he is Dontpost ---------------- |
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i shoot my white cum
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isn't this like old
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corsair posted:isn't this like old
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corsair posted:isn't this like old much like you
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o rly
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my white cum doesnt shoot it just comes out
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merAch posted:much like you out
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikiped...7/7f/Hitler.ogg jay z's sedan posted:I hope we all eat lunch |
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Wood Thrush posted:my white cum doesnt shoot it just comes out it varies from boner ot boner for me
http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikiped...7/7f/Hitler.ogg jay z's sedan posted:I hope we all eat lunch |
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*walks to bathroom and starts breathing heavily*
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Giovanni Qobras posted:admins rename me shakesphere Giovanni Qobras posted:admins rename me shakesphere Giovanni Qobras posted:admins rename me shakesphere Giovanni Qobras posted:admins rename me shakesphere Giovanni Qobras posted:admins rename me shakesphere ---------------- |
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is this real
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"Are they loving?","Is she kissing him,pretending it's me?", "is she touching him in a way that she shouldn't" These thoughts are LOUD and won't leave me alone and all I can do is cry my heart out because I don't know what is real anymore.
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corsair posted:isn't this like old
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im the crumbs forever trapped in the little cluster of hairs under his first chin
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Deg posted:she moved in a guy from facebook
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thanks for the png
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11wheels posted:Ah Miller HIgh Life Ja
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Someone post the one where he sings
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