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Don't know how I'm supposed to exist peacefully in this world when I abhor everything in it, when I connect more with mass murderers and homeless crazies on the street than my family and friends. I feel like there's no "out", no way to reach any sort of substantial achievement, no way to reach the goals I set for myself, leaving me with an intense hatred and jealousy for those who have. I've been taught my whole life how to succeed and the "right" path to follow but I was never taught how to deal with failure or regret, constantly hating myself for mistakes I've made. I see people every day with these great attitudes, always a smile on their face, most likely well rested and satisfied; how? How do these people exist? Everyone I know is miserable in some way, slowly letting their lives escape them; how are these perfect people happy? Young people are these hopeless little beings riddled with mental imbalance, taking any small issue and blowing it up into a crisis that needs to be eradicated from the fabricated world they were taught to believe in. Everything is a sham, nothing is real, words don't mean their definition, people don't mean their actions, the only thing I know to be real is entropy. Everything has a beginning and everything was meant to die or degrade, there is no hope, only satisfaction knowing that I'm not the only one with a meaningless existence. /sleep
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mass murder is always an option
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'grats on becoming a teenager op
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kill you're famil only solution imho
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Nice try OP, but Haiku has rules dammit.
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Dec 16, 2014 15:05
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stop loving contradicting yourself ugh i cant believe i read all that poo poo
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a bone to pick posted:Don't know how I'm supposed to exist peacefully in this world when I abhor everything in it, when I connect more with mass murderers and homeless crazies on the street than my family and friends. I feel like there's no "out", no way to reach any sort of substantial achievement, no way to reach the goals I set for myself, leaving me with an intense hatred and jealousy for those who have. I've been taught my whole life how to succeed and the "right" path to follow but I was never taught how to deal with failure or regret, constantly hating myself for mistakes I've made. I see people every day with these great attitudes, always a smile on their face, most likely well rested and satisfied; how? How do these people exist? Everyone I know is miserable in some way, slowly letting their lives escape them; how are these perfect people happy? you could try masturbating more frequently
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Dec 16, 2014 15:16
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FPA
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When I feel like this OP I find solace in the words and wisdom of the late, great Mr. Linkin Parks. "Crawling in my skin. These wounds they will not heal. Fear is how I fall. Confusing what is real."
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Dec 16, 2014 15:21
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Claven666 posted:you could try masturbating more frequently
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Iseeyouseemeseeyou posted:mass murder is always an option
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Dec 16, 2014 15:27
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Go left
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get addicted to drugs
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Fool and the World posted:Go left Seriously, I thought this was going to be a group CYOA a la atma or luvcow. Screw you, OP. 
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I think at times like this it's best to reflect on Descartes' iconic quote of "cogito ergo sum," or "I think therefore I am" and utilize that as an anchoring point to appreciate the fact that in some undeniable sense that you at the very least most certainly exist and then work outwards from there. Hopefully you'll in turn arrive at a more positive world view and an understanding of your own autonomy.
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Dec 16, 2014 15:34
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The benchmark for achievement, financial success, is bullshit and unhealthy. Smoke cigarettes and drink booze and be happy.
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gary oldmans diary posted:we could all try but its not always possible Everything is a sham, nothing is real, words don't mean their definition, refractory periods are just a worldly illusion.
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Yeah, but he really should have said "I think I think, therefore I might be".
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Frankenstyle posted:Yeah, but he really should have said "I think I think, therefore I might be". Woah 
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seems op has a bone to pick
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Have you tried the door?
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just as i suspected...chronic faggotry of the brain and testes youre riddled with it, jesus loving christ take a look, its fatal for sure 
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and xenomorphs have even less of a curve than that lmbo fagliens
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Cool, where did you copy/paste this from?
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Mental illness sucks
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mookface posted:Mental illness sucks hmm, yes, mental illness. or maybe its just reality and babbys cant deal
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you should try listening to linkin park, op. i hear they're good for the teenage angst.
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Ut oh, starting to realize life is pointless and doesnt matter again... phew much better
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Have you checked under your bed for a key? Click on everything to be sure
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gary oldmans diary posted:we could all try but its not always possible yeah, there's only so many two-minute intervals during the day I guess
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You think that's bad? I woke up at 6:50AM today by the stupid garbage truck right outside my window. I hate Tuesdays
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shoot some cops
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My recommendation: Take a trip to your nearest Cheesecake Factory. You won't regret it.
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a creepy colon posted:hmm, yes, mental illness. or maybe its just reality and babbys cant deal You're a pretty tough guy
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are you tied dcown to ur bed op?
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a creepy colon posted:Ut oh, starting to realize life is pointless and doesnt matter again... I've done this and it owns.
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do you remember anything of lost night?
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a creepy colon posted:Ut oh, starting to realize life is pointless and doesnt matter again... same
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Gumdrop Larry posted:I think at times like this it's best to reflect on Descartes' iconic quote of "cogito ergo sum," or "I think therefore I am" and utilize that as an anchoring point to appreciate the fact that in some undeniable sense that you at the very least most certainly exist and then work outwards from there. Hopefully you'll in turn arrive at a more positive world view and an understanding of your own autonomy. whatever you do DO NOT DO THIS
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you should listen to Trapt, really get into that "back off, i'll take you on" mentality it's actually ironic because
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