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i get sad before i fall asleep. i am full of regret and pain. falling asleep is easily the highlight of my entire day? any other fellow goons HAVE THAT FEEL!? i am convinced i am in hell
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:41 |
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me too op! i hope i die lol
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:42 |
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It's like a prerequisite to be here
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:44 |
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:45 |
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The past just makes me angry because I can't change it so I focus on the future which throws me into a fit of anxiety and rage until I drift off with the aliums and living under da sea.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:45 |
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real talk op i would nominate u as best new poster
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:45 |
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get some loving ambien dude
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:45 |
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I can only imagine you going to sleep with your face being like Vince Macmahon as the sad thoughts flood your brain. I usually pass out from loads of alcohol or diphenhydramine hcl if I'm somewhere getting drunk is frowned upon.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:49 |
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get real good at video games
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:49 |
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i think of nothing but losing my family members and eventually dying its super dope
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:50 |
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No, the sadness occurs throughout the day. The point before falling asleep is generally appreciation of the fact that I'll soon be unconscious.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:52 |
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hahaha naw i don't have any mental problems. i post on an internet forum every day because i'm normal lmbo
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:52 |
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DrKincaid posted:I can only imagine you going to sleep with your face being like Vince Macmahon as the sad thoughts flood your brain. if you mix diphenhydramine/dimenhydrinate with alcohol fun things will happen! also the macmahon face only happens when i'm jerking off or thinking about the end of all life
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:52 |
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before bed i go around the neighborhood eating different flowers out of ppls gardens and then i come home and have fever dreams about being a ghost and i throw up a lot and my skin is turning yellow and i feel like im dying its a blast
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:52 |
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I get annoyed because I don't want to sleep. Sleep is boring.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:53 |
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I get pretty euphoric actually OP, and not because I'm intelligent or anything, but because sleep owns and I always have vivid dreams and sleep like 9 hours a night and wake up super refreshed.GrrrlSweatshirt posted:before bed i go around the neighborhood eating different flowers out of ppls gardens and then i come home and have fever dreams about being a ghost and i throw up a lot and my skin is turning yellow and i feel like im dying its a blast If I wasn't doing what I'm already doing this would be my second choice.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:54 |
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no OP, I fall asleep with a smile on my face safe in the knowledge that some day I will die
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:54 |
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I don't know you well enough to post my secret falling asleep emotions and ideations.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:56 |
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i have nightmares about endless abstract geometrical landscapes of mile high spikes placed inches apart from each other. i'm soaring over the spikes in disembodied form and i live in endless terror that i'll come back into my body and fall into the hell i've created for myself in my own mind
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:56 |
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Oftentimes because I am absent minded I forget whether or not I took my sleep meds, so sometimes I'll take like 3 by mistake and sleep for 12 hours, pretty sure I'm going to die one of these days.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:57 |
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my favorite dreams are when im falling down into a black pit and someday i hope i wont wake up in time and i will land on jagged spikes and die
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:57 |
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Sometimes I lie down and wish I hadn't built a bed completely out of money it's so heavy and cold and uncomfortable in every position.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:57 |
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i get sad BEFORE i fall asleep. i am genuinely relieved when it finally starts happening! my only regret is having to wakeup haha
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:58 |
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goodnight goons except fandyien! gently caress that guy!!
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 04:59 |
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I always dream I'm in super familiar places that aren't actually familiar, like last night I had this dream about this rolling hillside driving down the road with all these places I swear I always see in my dreams, but somehow I doubt this is the case. I was looking for a pool I had been swimming in at midnight the night before, there was an endless ocean on the other side of it and the water was cool. I was gonna meet my friend Paul there and swim but despite driving by the exact location where I swore it was I couldn't find it. Trying to find places that seemingly don't exist despite me being certain I am at the exact spot are super common in my dreams. At first these dreams are pleasant, but a slow burn of malevolence slowly takes over and I become filled with dread and anxiety, people in my dreams at this point slowly become more negative and critical of me, and the roads and environment steadily become more confusing and I constantly wind up in the same spot even more distant from the place I am trying to find. My dreams are always subtly nightmarish Blue Velvet style labyrinths of faux serenity.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:00 |
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good night op and rest of thread. i hope our wishes come true and we do not wake up ever again
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:00 |
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NO!!! yes...
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:01 |
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I mean it sounds great and all, but let. me. tell. you.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:02 |
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just take like 3 hours before bed to smoke lots of weed and watch bad tv. if you smoke enough you stop thinking about things then pass out into a dreamless sleep. it's great.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:03 |
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Sometimes I dream that my hair and skin are falling off in great clumps, no matter how many people I tell, my flesh continues to molt. At some stage, chunks of muscle and coagulated blood will slough off my limbs, they will be nothing but brownish skeleton, but despite that I can still move them. Somehow in my dream I feel an incredible numbness in my limbs. My teeth fall out.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:03 |
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if i don't smoke lots before bed i have dreams about dead people telling me that i'm going to die soon. im afraid of dying a lot, so this is probably why. so i make sure to have lots of pot!!!!!!!
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:05 |
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Literal Carehaver posted:if you mix diphenhydramine/dimenhydrinate with alcohol fun things will happen! is it death?
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:06 |
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WILDTURKEY101 posted:if i don't smoke lots before bed i have dreams about dead people telling me that i'm going to die soon. im afraid of dying a lot, so this is probably why. so i make sure to have lots of pot!!!!!!! I had a dream about my dead grandfather, in my dream he points to his thumb, it is cracked and globs of fat are poking out of breaks in his skin. He says "Don't eat the fat off of meat or you'll die of a heart attack." he then strokes my arm with his fat barnacle finger. In the house I can hear my grandmother crying.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:06 |
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JebanyPedal posted:Sometimes I dream that my hair and skin are falling off in great clumps, no matter how many people I tell, my flesh continues to molt. At some stage, chunks of muscle and coagulated blood will slough off my limbs, they will be nothing but brownish skeleton, but despite that I can still move them. Somehow in my dream I feel an incredible numbness in my limbs. My teeth fall out. wow sounds great in my fav dream i die and god tells me heaven and hell are both full and i have to stay alone in the dark tunnel forever
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:10 |
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JebanyPedal posted:I had a dream about my dead grandfather, in my dream he points to his thumb, it is cracked and globs of fat are poking out of breaks in his skin. He says "Don't eat the fat off of meat or you'll die of a heart attack." he then strokes my arm with his fat barnacle finger. I don't smoke a lot but when I can I smoke Romulan before bed. You guys are smoking something horrible and scary. Baba Ganoush fucked around with this message at 05:45 on Dec 19, 2014 |
# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:11 |
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420 blaze it niggu
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:12 |
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Baba Ganoush posted:I don't smoke a lot but when I can I smoke Romulan before bed http://www.leafly.com/indica/romulan. You guys are smoking something horrible and scary. i smoke a lot of phosphorous it makes it very hard to breathe and u have waking dreams where u think u are a native american mother whose baby is dying of smallpox
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:14 |
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RIP GS
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:15 |
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Reading about the serial killer Albert Fish had a profound effect on me, or at least, my subconscious. I dream I am in a dingy dark subway car, but despite its dilapidation it is a busy crowded car, there is the distinct bustle and sounds of a crowd, but the sound is more suited to that of a crowded restaurant that a public transportation vehicle. Next to me is an old man, his skin is very mottled and liver spotted and his face is gaunt with large dark pockets beneath his eyes. I look at him, but even though I want to stop looking I cant. The longer I look at him, the more afraid I become that he will look back. Eventually he does, and without provocation he pulls photos out of his jacket coat, they are blurry, indistinct, constantly moving images, but consistent among them are surreal scenes of brutality, dismembered corpses of children, half eaten child torsos, a dead child lying feet away from her severed leg with a spotted trail of blood linking them. In the background of the pictures I see movement, incredibly hard to discern but it is there, I swear I can see children in the background moving, but as soon as my mind processes the phantom image it vanishes. All of a sudden, the old man pulls in closer, the bustle of the subway car vanishes, there is nothing but silence. The old man says to me "I did not gently caress them, but I could have." I immediately try to get up and leave but he grips my arm and I can't move, his strength is impossible. He motions the pictures towards me, they are now filled with nothing but moving images of crying children, blurred almost beyond recognition, I want to move but can't.
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# ? Dec 19, 2014 05:17 |
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I usually think about the meaning of life and sometimes I get really weirded out by the fact that I'm basically just a brain and spinal cord and I've got all these organs and poo poo inside me and anything could go wrong with them at anytime on top of just the regular old process of aging and entropy and that's real wild to think about in relation to the concept of a metaphysical human "soul" and all of that will snap you awake again really quick.
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