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After my widow maker heart attack two years ago ,I have this very new fear of dying. when my heart stopped I saw no bright light. I saw pure black like a millions pillows put over my face. for some reason now I'm afraid to not wake up and not exist so drink two strong drinks of whiskey and 7up to relax myself for sleep. Any other goons have fears of sleeping? am I just an alcoholic? Just the thought of just not existing forever is frightening.
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cut off your eyelids
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0LiYT1tXhA :knife:
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Jan 15, 2016 08:45
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symbolic posted:cut off your eyelids 
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Jan 15, 2016 08:46
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OP dying in your sleep is a blessing, not a curse. It's the best possible way to leave this cursed world short of assisted suicide. There's so many worse ways to die, so I'd look at it as a positive and not a negative. Hope that helps! e: PS liver failure is a much more painful way to die, so keep that in mind between whiskey shots. Teriyaki Koinku fucked around with this message at 08:48 on Jan 15, 2016 |
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Jan 15, 2016 08:46
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I used to get really hosed up and get really pissed off when i woke up alive. Was pretty depressed then looking back
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Tony Homo posted:After my widow maker heart attack two years ago ,I have this very new fear of dying. when my heart stopped I saw no bright light. I saw pure black like a millions pillows put over my face. for some reason now I'm afraid to not wake up and not exist so drink two strong drinks of whiskey and 7up to relax myself for sleep. Any other goons have fears of sleeping? am I just an alcoholic? Just the thought of just not existing forever is frightening. good
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you'll never sleep again, therefore you cannot die in your sleep trust me i'm a person on the internet
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Your Dunkle Sans posted:OP dying in your sleep is a blessing, not a curse. It's the best possible way to leave this cursed world short of assisted suicide. There's so many worse ways to die, so I'd look at it as a positive and not a negative. Hope that helps! It does help
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Jan 15, 2016 08:47
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Tony Homo, I am sorry I made light of your situation. Don't worry. Really. Sleep is the best!
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Jan 15, 2016 08:48
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Tony Homo posted:my widow maker heart attack dream on op
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im gaye posted:dream on op I've thought many times that I'm in a coma and not really awake. Kinda like a twilight zone episode
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Jan 15, 2016 08:50
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I will try to sleep now. I will reply tomorrow unless I'm dead 
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Jan 15, 2016 08:52
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Tony Homo posted:I've thought many times that I'm in a coma and not really awake. Kinda like a twilight zone episode posting on sa in perpetuity while machines regulate your excretions is actually heaven there is nothing left to fear
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Jan 15, 2016 08:52
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Tony Homo posted:I've thought many times that I'm in a coma and not really awake. Kinda like a twilight zone episode Write your dreams down.
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Jan 15, 2016 08:52
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Tony Homo posted:I've thought many times that I'm in a coma and not really awake. Kinda like a twilight zone episode that's them trying to wake you out of your coma sweet dreams, OP! 
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Jan 15, 2016 08:53
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There was a few times I thought something and it happened. Like my mind created the outcome. I saw a movie and told my wife "the next scene will show a room with Christmas lights and I loving swear it was the next scene. I will now think Lowtax will respond to this thread to prove I'm dead or in a coma.
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Jan 15, 2016 08:55
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symbolic posted:ever hear someone call your name, perhaps someone you know well, despite them not being anywhere near you? 
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Tony Homo posted:After my widow maker heart attack two years ago ,I have this very new fear of dying. when my heart stopped I saw no bright light. I saw pure black like a millions pillows put over my face. for some reason now I'm afraid to not wake up and not exist so drink two strong drinks of whiskey and 7up to relax myself for sleep. Any other goons have fears of sleeping? am I just an alcoholic? Just the thought of just not existing forever is frightening. I think you need  Cause drinking isn't gonna help your ticket in the long run.
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Jan 15, 2016 09:01
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I pray for a quick and silent death and dream about dying every night
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Jan 15, 2016 09:07
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Bell watched him. The old man stubbed out his cigarette in the lid. Bell tried to think about his life. Then he tried not to. You aint turned infidel have you Uncle Ellis? No. No. Nothin like that. Do you think God know's what's happenin? I expect he does. You think he can stop it? No. I dont. They sat quietly at the table. After a while the old man said: She mentioned there was a lot of old pictures and family stuff. What to do about that. There aint nothin to do about it I dont reckon. Is there? No. I dont reckon there is.
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Jan 15, 2016 09:09
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I'm afraid you won't die i your sleep too Tony Homo
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Jan 15, 2016 09:10
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One, two, Freddy's coming for you. Three, four, Better lock your door Five, six, grab a crucifix. Seven, eight, Gonna stay up late. Nine, ten, Never sleep again....
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Jan 15, 2016 09:14
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On the bright side, once u are dead u aren't going to care about any if this poo poo.
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Jan 15, 2016 09:22
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I used to feel that way. Now I welcome it
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Jan 15, 2016 09:23
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Your Dunkle Sans posted:It's the best possible way to leave this cursed world short of assisted suicide. Hypoxia would like a word with you. Not only will you not even know you're dying, you'll be having a blast because it basically makes you drunk.
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Jan 15, 2016 09:29
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wank all night op; and post in gbs
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Jan 15, 2016 09:42
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Embrace Life.
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Jan 15, 2016 09:43
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Isaac posted:I used to get really hosed up and get really pissed off when i woke up alive. Was pretty depressed then looking back tbf this is probably most people in their early 20s.
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Jan 15, 2016 09:46
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Chinatown posted:Embrace Life. I am glad this image is getting such play.
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Jan 15, 2016 09:51
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One day you're gonna lay your head on the pillow and drift off to sleep while pondering all the possibilities that tomorrow promises. But tomorrow will never come, and sleeping through your own death you'll not even have that precious moment to reflect on the beauty of the last sunset you'll ever know, or the chance to bid a silent farewell to lost loves. The biggest moment of your life will be lost to you, and you will never have known it. Anyway, try a warm glass of milk. It always helps me.
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Jan 15, 2016 10:00
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i don't want to die because i don't believe in god but i think there might be a devil
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Soho Joe posted:i don't want to die because i don't believe in god but i think there might be a devil Well, at least you won't be surprised.
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Jan 15, 2016 10:02
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OP, if you died in your sleep, how would you know?
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Jan 15, 2016 10:24
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it sounds like youre concerned about death.
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Jan 15, 2016 10:25
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Chinatown posted:Embrace Life.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ki-fATpXa00
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Well *scratches chin wisely*, seems to me son that you've got this rear end backwards. I ain't no big city doctor or nothin but if I were in your shoes I'd be scared of having an agonizing fatal heart attack while I was awake.
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Jan 15, 2016 10:34
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Do like the s.koreans and play starcraft in an internet café and die from exhaustion instead, op.
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Your Dunkle Sans posted:OP dying in your sleep is a blessing, not a curse. It's the best possible way to leave this cursed world short of assisted suicide. There's so many worse ways to die, so I'd look at it as a positive and not a negative. Hope that helps! You know when something happens while you are sleeping like your nose gets stuffed up and you start having a nightmare about suffocating that seems to go on forever, but then you wake up and the actual incident or loud noise or alarm clock or whatever that caused you to have that nightmare probably only happened for a couple seconds? I imagine dying in your sleep is like that except you die for real at the end. To the OP, maybe listen to some audiobooks or tv or something when you go to bed and just go unconscious to that?
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