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Clockwerk posted:maybe he means vitamin ketamine, and is right yup
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Aegis Bear posted:Except for some of us the loving dandelions are making depression worse because the allergies are causing Lockdown V.2. Seriously it's been loving insane this year HAVE YOU TRIoh sorry my capslock was on because i was so eager to suggest my suggestion to solve your debilitating real problem with some bullshit so anyway have you tried using a weed fork to pry out the main roots of some dandilions and then dry them out and make a tea of them, hair-of-the-dog style????
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my dad died a few months ago and I think it's my fault. He died suddenly of an unexpected heart attack and I'm reading now covid has caused a massive increase in the number of out-of-hospital heart attacks, sometimes as the very first symptom. the only one who could have given him covid was me. i wore a mask but was out in public all the loving time. I can't even have myself tested for antibodies to confirm/dispel the idea that I had it, because I went and got myself vaccinated. also my favorite cousin growing up committed suicide last November and I didn't even find out until the day my dad died, because he was so upset by it he couldn't bear to tell me or my brother yet. Sucrose fucked around with this message at 02:32 on Apr 11, 2021 |
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Apr 11, 2021 02:27
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Sucrose posted:my dad died a few months ago and I think it's my fault. He died suddenly of an unexpected heart attack and I'm reading now covid has caused a massive increase in the number of out-of-hospital heart attacks, sometimes as the very first symptom. the only one who could have given him covid was me. i wore a mask but was out in public all the loving time. drat, that's a lot of poo poo to go through  Regarding your dad, unless there's more to the story I don't think you should assume you passed covid to him which triggered a heart attack. That's a lot of dots you're connecting without anything concrete. Self-blame after a loss is common, whether justified or not. Not everything happens for reasons within our control. I hope you can let yourself off the hook.
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Sucrose posted:my dad died a few months ago and I think it's my fault. He died suddenly of an unexpected heart attack and I'm reading now covid has caused a massive increase in the number of out-of-hospital heart attacks, sometimes as the very first symptom. the only one who could have given him covid was me. i wore a mask but was out in public all the loving time. SERIOUSLY You need to not do this to yourself. 1. It's very doubtful what you are saying at all. They are usually unexpected! Heart attacks have always been the way most of us go. 2. You have had a couple major bad things happen. I really hope you get therapy. This self blame is WRONG hugs and I'm not just saying that
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Yeah seems pretty flimsy, man. People just have heart attacks. Like, all the time. Probably had nothing to do with you.
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I dunno, man, this study I read said that out-of-hospital cardiac arrests increased by 100% in hard-hit cities: https://www.thelancet.com/journals/eclinm/article/PIIS2589-5370(21)00095-X/fulltext They don't think it's just from people avoiding hospitals. He died right near the heart of the pandemic too, in January. What sort of coincidence is that? I think I'd have myself tested for antibodies, to at least see if I had had it, or confirm that I didn't have it. But it's no use now that I've gotten the vaccine. I don't think I'm ever going to be alright.
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Sucrose posted:I dunno, man, this study I read said that out-of-hospital cardiac arrests increased by 100% in hard-hit cities: https://www.thelancet.com/journals/eclinm/article/PIIS2589-5370(21)00095-X/fulltext They don't think it's just from people avoiding hospitals. Awfulizing is my specialty so I instantly recognize it in others. You are literally not thinking straight right now. It's conceivable but highly unlikely. You weren't even sick! But in your head you killed him and your life is hosed and over. Grief and whatever else is going on is scrambling your thought process. You need to talk to a professional Spinz fucked around with this message at 03:42 on Apr 11, 2021 |
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Apr 11, 2021 03:34
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Spinz posted:I sent you a pm it would have been better if I hadn't found his body. He was already very dead by the time I found him. So, he had these two giant koi fish in his pond out back of my parents house. They've been in there for about 15 years. Anyway a few days ago one of them died. I don't know if it's because my dad always tended the pond and since he died nobody's been doing anything with it. There wasn't much to do though, just turn a water pump on and off, so I didn't think anything needed to be done with it, but maybe I was wrong. It's not my pond anyway, I just visit a lot. But since the one koi fish died the other one just spends all its time hanging around its body. It sits there for hours right next to the dead one. I feel sad but I don't know what to do about it. Buy another koi maybe? I think it would be too small.
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Apr 11, 2021 03:54
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Sucrose posted:it would have been better if I hadn't found his body. He was already very dead by the time I found him. Pull out the dead one. See a professional.  
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Spinz posted:Pull out the dead one. Ok. When I visit my mom again I'll figure out how to pull it out. Think I should buy another koi? It makes me very sad that the living koi spends all its time floating near its dead buddy, it must be sad if fish can be sad.
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Sucrose posted:Ok. When I visit my mom again I'll figure out how to pull it out. Think I should buy another koi? It makes me very sad that the living koi spends all its time floating near its dead buddy, it must be sad if fish can be sad. Ok. I actually know a bit about koi from drawing them so much lol The problem is going to buy one, with the pandemic and all. After you vaxed yes get one, but there is always teeny risk in that, spreading infection from new fish. Talk to the place that sells it AND ideally post beforehand in the subforum for fish here on SA asking advice, I would. Goons are smart about stuff. Is there any other fish in the pond at all? Edit duh spin There is massive info on adding new koi to a pond right online I just looked Spinz fucked around with this message at 04:42 on Apr 11, 2021 |
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OMFG FURRY posted:i use a shitload of canola oil in almost all of my cooking so i think there might be a flaw in your theory i just wanna say i love your av and have for yeeears CHINDERWEAR!!
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Spinz posted:Ok. I actually know a bit about koi from drawing them so much lol Yeah I know there's a fish thread in Pet Island, I'll take it there. The only other fish in the pond are some tiny bass. I feel terrible if the one koi died because there wasn't any fresh water being put in the pond; it was just a few days ago that my brother figured out how to turn the pump on. But it's a large enough pond that I wouldn't have thought it needed any extra water; bluegills lived in there fine for years before any pump was installed. I'm going to buy a kit to test the water quality.
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Zil posted:Until you either get addicted to it or it starts causing an opposite reaction in your body. nishi koichi posted:xanax is awesome until it breaks your spirit like all benzos do eventually yeah yeah sigh. I am very tired of everything. Everyone's suffering from COVID quarantine right now, but God, this past year has just been a poo poo show all over. Normalcy feels so far away. I hope estimations are correct and things will start to relax by July. We need some good goddamn news all around, for once.
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The Butcher posted:I declared myself groundskeeper of the local park. It turns out you can just... do that... and nobody questions it? In my city it's illegal to do unapproved park maintenance but the city has written off the park as a money sink. Are you bored and have a zipline?
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Vanity of vanity. All is vanity. The wind blows all around the globe and does not cease in blowing. The rivers and creeks flow to the sea, but the sea is never full. For all we see, and all we hear, we ask 'what is new under the sun?' and the answer is: nothing. What has been is what will be: what has been done is what will be done again. There is no remembrance of former things, nor will there be rememberance of things yet to come. Big Beef City fucked around with this message at 22:30 on Apr 11, 2021 |
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Robert de Niro's character from Brazil is what we need in this town but for parks
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Big Beef City posted:Vanity of vanity. All is vanity.
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Hey man poo poo kind of sucks but keep on tuggin. Ms derps recently gave the whole household COVID and lemme tell ya, I am still having a hard time getting over that because it was preventable but life tugs on.
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Big Beef City posted:Vanity of vanity. All is vanity. Do you not know how ram works or.. 
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ssdgaheshehrdjsjrrjrejserjerjv !!!!!!!!!!!!!! eheshwh aherhrehhre h! (USER WAS PERMABANNED FOR THIS POST) awgegewgewgw fucked around with this message at 12:15 on Aug 8, 2021 |
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xox posted:How do you manage in the day-to-day? I try to find things that make me laugh/cheer me up for a while, how do you manage, what helps? Besides "just post" ofc Boobies, op. Big boobies, small boobies, perky boobies, saggy boobies, clean boobies, dirty boobies, moldy boobies, non-euclidean boobies, cursed boobies, unfathomable boobies Replace "boobies" with "balls" if that's your thing
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It's been going great for me during the pandemic tbh. None of my friends and family got sick and now we got the vaccine too. I also got to work from home for a year which was cool.
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I got unemployed, and that was scary then I got reemployed which is also kind of scary lol and I got a car and a couch thanks capitalism
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If god doesn't want me sucking dick why'd he make them so drat tasty?!
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The world has not fallen Civilisation has Live in the forest and eat fibrous pinecones
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Gods a fuckin dick bro. 
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Get a cheap little keyboard and learn piano scales. Once you know a few (takes a day or two) you’ll be able to put together some nice littlemelodies, and learn a couple of songs you know by ear. It feels kinda neat, even if you, like me, are brainally allergic to reading music. Minor scales are more fun than major scales.
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Poor op spent too much time coping with this fallen world by doxxing and now they can't join us in this discussion.
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The world's not fallen, just the USA Nah but I often feel burned out by the world at large and end up just trying to stay out of the way. I have a panic disorder so that's real fun. We're about to have our 3rd heat wave of the year in a city where few people have AC. I certainly don't have it. So basically I spend my time hoping not to freak out
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Idiot Kicker posted:The world's not fallen, just the USA It's not just the USA. The heat waves, floods etc. are just getting worse and worse, and still no action on climate change. We're hosed.
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Lascivious Sloth posted:It's not just the USA. The heat waves, floods etc. are just getting worse and worse, and still no action on climate change. We're hosed. Yeah, I heard Siberia is warming and all kinds of crazy poo poo around the world
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oh that reminds me the UN's panel on climate change (IPCC) will publish the first part of their latest assesment report tomorrow.
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It owns and I'm glad. The only problem is it's not falling fast enough
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awgegewgewgw posted:ssdgaheshehrdjsjrrjrejserjerjv !!!!!!!!!!!!!! eheshwh aherhrehhre h! I wonder if this was our perma'd OP reaching out to us from the beyond to remind us the world is still poo poo
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our ancestors survived hard times, we will too ….some of us *slow heavy metal music*
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