sounds pretty tough posted:

for fucks sake you seem reliant on other people for everything. Bringing in a third party to arbitrate your problems seems like a last ditch effort to hold the sand that's falling out of your hands and you've been "needing" it for far too long now. It's obvious she's more enamored with her solitary life than she is with the thought of you. You need to take a long hard look at this situation and engage yourself in some loving rationality. You are spineless. The torture you have been through trying to hold the bullshit you claim is a relationship is great practice for being alone. Get away from this girl. She isn't going to come around. She's not trying to get with your pee pee no more dude. Go bang some other chicks and cry into a pillow or some poo poo. You are way to educated to be letting yourself get strung along in this garbage.

Look at yourself from an outside perspective and recognize that your being hosed over.