creationist believer posted:

creationist believer posted:

Kenny Logins posted:

had to research Advanced Subatomic Theory before I could even try though fohhhhh

atomicthumbs posted:

1600x1200 at 85 hz

Raluek posted:

this guy knows whats up. sony cpd-g400, taken before their time by a failing flyback and slowly deteriorating convergence

echinopsis posted:

the other idea is somehow enter the IT scene by trying to leverage my pharmacy knowledge.

echinopsis posted:

start of march I move into my own place.. a small 2 bedroom with no outdoor area (but a massive park across the road)


when I get there I really wanna be a better man.. this isn't a new years resolution its a march resolution

I am gonna get up earlier and get poo poo done. I procrastinate to the point where its dangerous and I am going to change that

my squat cage and bench are gonna be in my garage, always set up and ready to go

my exercise regime is this:

front squats
bench press
bent over row
deadlifts
pullups

they say sets with reps in the 8-12 range are best for building muscle size, and someone once said something like, you need to be doing at least 8 sets a week to progress. with those things in mind its not gonna be hard. find my weight, pump out until I cant do any more, hoping thats like 8 reps, and keep getting stronger with that weight until I can push out 12 reps and then add weight.
reason I am doing front squats is that word on the street is that they are amazing for your posture, coz you cant bend over at all. when I get the weight up on that one I might just alternate between normal and front squats

really want a rowing machine. I hate cardio but thats the cardio I hate the least

poo poo for me to practice in my lounge: pushups and pistol squats

need to clean up my diet. im a diabetic for fucks sake.. and keeping ya blood glucose under 10 is a mission for me at times. perhaps I need to stop winging it and actually start to calculate carbs.. but I do this stupid poo poo like buying 2 pizzas from pizza hut and eating both in one sitting.

thinking about CBT or something too. its hard but I need to change the way I think. I have some hosed up thought patterns. read something the other day that was like "depression is very good at presenting itself as rational thought", which is a good perspective maker

financially is gonna be the hardest. worked out a budget but I guess gonna see what kinds of things I have forgotten about. my bank account wont be large after we financially separate.. ugh.. terrrifies me to be honest, like having a good amount in there for unexpecteds

job wise, job is good but sometimes it sucks and kinda hit the ceiling doing this unless I buy a pharmacy, or start a new one, but thats like taking the better half of a million dollars in debt to do so. the other idea is somehow enter the IT scene by trying to leverage my pharmacy knowledge. the company that makes the software the pharmacies around the country run is here in christchurch. or something.

running my own pharmacy would be epic as gently caress, I KNOW it would be popular. its just the money I guess which would be hard, and who knows what the future for pharmacy is for in NZ. i mean drugs arent going away, but the business model relies on reimbursment from the govt, but they keep tightening it

should probably look at less porn. save jizzing for the ladies amiright?

domestically I wanna be a king. I wanna keep the place spotless and tidy. will be hard coz its small, but round here at the family home its quite cluttered. wife doesnt like throwing things out, but I am not gonna be like that. bookcases are going to have a small amount of books I have actually read.

I had a legit new years resolution to not drink unless I am drinking socially. its a drat good idea for me, but its already gone out the window. just dont have the motivation, but need to when I get to the new house
wanna make sure the tech poo poo in my house owns. good AP, and good sounds

also thinking I should be taking more psychedelics. idk how to get them but nature finds a way

hobby wise I have been tempted by doing stand up, when I go to stand up Im so inspired, but also when I try to "write" poo poo in my head, well, I realise im not that funny. in social circumstances when Ive had a couple beers I am very wittty and make people laugh. but thats not the same. i like hannibal burress style and I think itd be a bit like that

rodtronics is gonna continue but it also feels like a waste of time. what am I ever gonna use that poo poo for? a better person would have finished rod rocket and made a couple hundred bucks from it, and earn me the recognition in the povvo indie game scene.. lol.

cant think of any other aspects of my life I need to change.
hopefully changing these things might make me feel like life is good again, coz even though I know relatiively my life is pretty good, it hasnt been since early 2017 that I remember thinking "life is good", whereas lately its been more like "too many people would be impacted and hurt if I killed myself so I cant, I just really want to"

keep it real fam
🧡

I HAVE GOUT posted:

Does your pharm knowledge extend into blood test land? i.e. the entire process of purchasing a bloodtest all the way through the lab and then results sent back?

carry on then posted:

sir this is a wendys drive thru

Captain Foo posted:

tl;dr

eschaton posted:

420×69 ~≈≋ Touch Bar ≋≈~

echinopsis posted:

start of march I move into my own place.. a small 2 bedroom with no outdoor area (but a massive park across the road)


when I get there I really wanna be a better man.. this isn't a new years resolution its a march resolution

I am gonna get up earlier and get poo poo done. I procrastinate to the point where its dangerous and I am going to change that

my squat cage and bench are gonna be in my garage, always set up and ready to go

my exercise regime is this:

front squats
bench press
bent over row
deadlifts
pullups

they say sets with reps in the 8-12 range are best for building muscle size, and someone once said something like, you need to be doing at least 8 sets a week to progress. with those things in mind its not gonna be hard. find my weight, pump out until I cant do any more, hoping thats like 8 reps, and keep getting stronger with that weight until I can push out 12 reps and then add weight.
reason I am doing front squats is that word on the street is that they are amazing for your posture, coz you cant bend over at all. when I get the weight up on that one I might just alternate between normal and front squats

really want a rowing machine. I hate cardio but thats the cardio I hate the least

poo poo for me to practice in my lounge: pushups and pistol squats

need to clean up my diet. im a diabetic for fucks sake.. and keeping ya blood glucose under 10 is a mission for me at times. perhaps I need to stop winging it and actually start to calculate carbs.. but I do this stupid poo poo like buying 2 pizzas from pizza hut and eating both in one sitting.

thinking about CBT or something too. its hard but I need to change the way I think. I have some hosed up thought patterns. read something the other day that was like "depression is very good at presenting itself as rational thought", which is a good perspective maker

financially is gonna be the hardest. worked out a budget but I guess gonna see what kinds of things I have forgotten about. my bank account wont be large after we financially separate.. ugh.. terrrifies me to be honest, like having a good amount in there for unexpecteds

job wise, job is good but sometimes it sucks and kinda hit the ceiling doing this unless I buy a pharmacy, or start a new one, but thats like taking the better half of a million dollars in debt to do so. the other idea is somehow enter the IT scene by trying to leverage my pharmacy knowledge. the company that makes the software the pharmacies around the country run is here in christchurch. or something.

running my own pharmacy would be epic as gently caress, I KNOW it would be popular. its just the money I guess which would be hard, and who knows what the future for pharmacy is for in NZ. i mean drugs arent going away, but the business model relies on reimbursment from the govt, but they keep tightening it

should probably look at less porn. save jizzing for the ladies amiright?

domestically I wanna be a king. I wanna keep the place spotless and tidy. will be hard coz its small, but round here at the family home its quite cluttered. wife doesnt like throwing things out, but I am not gonna be like that. bookcases are going to have a small amount of books I have actually read.

I had a legit new years resolution to not drink unless I am drinking socially. its a drat good idea for me, but its already gone out the window. just dont have the motivation, but need to when I get to the new house
wanna make sure the tech poo poo in my house owns. good AP, and good sounds

also thinking I should be taking more psychedelics. idk how to get them but nature finds a way

hobby wise I have been tempted by doing stand up, when I go to stand up Im so inspired, but also when I try to "write" poo poo in my head, well, I realise im not that funny. in social circumstances when Ive had a couple beers I am very wittty and make people laugh. but thats not the same. i like hannibal burress style and I think itd be a bit like that

rodtronics is gonna continue but it also feels like a waste of time. what am I ever gonna use that poo poo for? a better person would have finished rod rocket and made a couple hundred bucks from it, and earn me the recognition in the povvo indie game scene.. lol.

cant think of any other aspects of my life I need to change.
hopefully changing these things might make me feel like life is good again, coz even though I know relatiively my life is pretty good, it hasnt been since early 2017 that I remember thinking "life is good", whereas lately its been more like "too many people would be impacted and hurt if I killed myself so I cant, I just really want to"

keep it real fam
🧡

obstipator posted:

three dimensional computjer 😮😱

Skim Milk posted:

echi lift the weight

wide stance posted:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JVrh2Z77ENw&t=34s

Stymie posted:

try and actually lose weight, don't just get swolefat

here's a simple formula: think of what you want to eat and then halve it, prepare that amount of food and then halve it again

President Beep posted:

what do you do with the second half of the first half?

Schadenboner posted:

An amberpos Styme-quoter. Shameful.

President Beep posted:

what do you do with the second half of the first half?

haveblue posted:

continue halving forever. zeno's diet

President Beep posted:

stymie, i have absolutely nothing against you,

Stymie posted:

try and actually lose weight, don't just get swolefat

here's a simple formula: think of what you want to eat and then halve it, prepare that amount of food and then halve it again