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and then you sucked my dick. remember it like it was yesterday.. was a good day
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start of march I move into my own place.. a small 2 bedroom with no outdoor area (but a massive park across the road) when I get there I really wanna be a better man.. this isn't a new years resolution its a march resolution I am gonna get up earlier and get poo poo done. I procrastinate to the point where its dangerous and I am going to change that my squat cage and bench are gonna be in my garage, always set up and ready to go my exercise regime is this: front squats bench press bent over row deadlifts pullups they say sets with reps in the 8-12 range are best for building muscle size, and someone once said something like, you need to be doing at least 8 sets a week to progress. with those things in mind its not gonna be hard. find my weight, pump out until I cant do any more, hoping thats like 8 reps, and keep getting stronger with that weight until I can push out 12 reps and then add weight. reason I am doing front squats is that word on the street is that they are amazing for your posture, coz you cant bend over at all. when I get the weight up on that one I might just alternate between normal and front squats really want a rowing machine. I hate cardio but thats the cardio I hate the least poo poo for me to practice in my lounge: pushups and pistol squats need to clean up my diet. im a diabetic for fucks sake.. and keeping ya blood glucose under 10 is a mission for me at times. perhaps I need to stop winging it and actually start to calculate carbs.. but I do this stupid poo poo like buying 2 pizzas from pizza hut and eating both in one sitting. thinking about CBT or something too. its hard but I need to change the way I think. I have some hosed up thought patterns. read something the other day that was like "depression is very good at presenting itself as rational thought", which is a good perspective maker financially is gonna be the hardest. worked out a budget but I guess gonna see what kinds of things I have forgotten about. my bank account wont be large after we financially separate.. ugh.. terrrifies me to be honest, like having a good amount in there for unexpecteds job wise, job is good but sometimes it sucks and kinda hit the ceiling doing this unless I buy a pharmacy, or start a new one, but thats like taking the better half of a million dollars in debt to do so. the other idea is somehow enter the IT scene by trying to leverage my pharmacy knowledge. the company that makes the software the pharmacies around the country run is here in christchurch. or something. running my own pharmacy would be epic as gently caress, I KNOW it would be popular. its just the money I guess which would be hard, and who knows what the future for pharmacy is for in NZ. i mean drugs arent going away, but the business model relies on reimbursment from the govt, but they keep tightening it should probably look at less porn. save jizzing for the ladies amiright? domestically I wanna be a king. I wanna keep the place spotless and tidy. will be hard coz its small, but round here at the family home its quite cluttered. wife doesnt like throwing things out, but I am not gonna be like that. bookcases are going to have a small amount of books I have actually read. I had a legit new years resolution to not drink unless I am drinking socially. its a drat good idea for me, but its already gone out the window. just dont have the motivation, but need to when I get to the new house wanna make sure the tech poo poo in my house owns. good AP, and good sounds also thinking I should be taking more psychedelics. idk how to get them but nature finds a way hobby wise I have been tempted by doing stand up, when I go to stand up Im so inspired, but also when I try to "write" poo poo in my head, well, I realise im not that funny. in social circumstances when Ive had a couple beers I am very wittty and make people laugh. but thats not the same. i like hannibal burress style and I think itd be a bit like that rodtronics is gonna continue but it also feels like a waste of time. what am I ever gonna use that poo poo for? a better person would have finished rod rocket and made a couple hundred bucks from it, and earn me the recognition in the povvo indie game scene.. lol. cant think of any other aspects of my life I need to change. hopefully changing these things might make me feel like life is good again, coz even though I know relatiively my life is pretty good, it hasnt been since early 2017 that I remember thinking "life is good", whereas lately its been more like "too many people would be impacted and hurt if I killed myself so I cant, I just really want to" keep it real fam 🧡 echinopsis fucked around with this message at 22:03 on Jan 20, 2018 |
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I HAVE GOUT posted:Does your pharm knowledge extend into blood test land? i.e. the entire process of purchasing a bloodtest all the way through the lab and then results sent back? no, but we have fully funded blood tests here. could work in the lab I guess but I would be going backwards I reckon carry on then posted:sir this is a wendys drive thru lol
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Jan 20, 2018 23:38
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Captain Foo posted:tl;dr when I move out in march I am going to turn into a better man
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Jan 20, 2018 23:57
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Skim Milk posted:echi lift the weight mate I will getting more muscle is far easier than losing weight, if im gonna be a bit tubby at least youll see the size of my shoulders and chest. wont be as shameful lol gently caress I need to watch that movie again
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my dietary problem is that my brain is hosed
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