drilldo squirt posted:

Naked, curled up into a ball I weep. My walls covered in pictures, and strings, and news articles pasted up like wallpaper. Each a piece of a puzzle, a fraction of a whole. I cannot sleep for it is my foe that waits for me their. I will find them, I will understand their secrets. The beans haunt both my dreams and my waking hours. Tears stain my face.