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feeling sad? pop in here. share your sadness without worry that you’re bringing the vibe down because here in this thread it’s already the gutter. you can’t make this thread worse by posting in it. but feel free to post that you want to die because you ate too much kfc for dinner. you can say that. it’s ok to be honest. e: rules: no unsolicited advice don't be a dick, be nice echinopsis fucked around with this message at 13:02 on Nov 10, 2020 |
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my life is pretty unfilling op. im not sad, but im not happy. thanks for reading
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my gf's dad died last week and now we live in her parents' house to take care of her severely depressed 82 year old mother on the bright side, about to save 3k/mo in rent
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Bored Online posted:my life is pretty unfilling op. im not sad, but im not happy. thanks for reading youre welcome DELETE CASCADE posted:my gf's dad died last week and now we live in her parents' house to take care of her severely depressed 82 year old mother mate... wow
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echinopsis posted:you can’t make this thread worse by posting in it. I like a challenge
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it was another monday again, for like the 40th straight week, and i feel like a whole section of my life is being filed away into "misc. routine" what with the quarantines and all the assholes and idiots running around
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the past several years have been the worst of my life for various reasons, and while I am still struggling with depression, those rare moments where things feel OK seem to happen a bit more frequently. things i thought i could never live through, turned out to be not so bad after some time. it might sound corny but i never expected to ever see a light at the end of the tunnel. hang in there op, things do get better if you stick it out. your kids deserve a happy dad. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_3zNl6NsOyY polyester concept fucked around with this message at 07:23 on Nov 10, 2020 |
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well let's see I'm trapped in the closet because I can't bring myself to actually try to navigate the system in order to get treatment for gender dysphoria, my job is okay I guess but I have a feeling I'll need to find a new one if I can ever stop being the aforementioned coward because lol tech, my mother's probably going to be okay with it, her husband might, my dad definitely won't my conservative as gently caress grandfather (dad's side of the family) is on the way out. turns out 60+ years of hard liquor alcoholism makes your liver a convention center for terminal diseases. I have a feeling my grandmother (his wife of almost as long as he's had his first love, rum) will follow shortly, because elderly married couples tend to go within months of each other no matter how strong they may be physically at least maybe I can get some inheritance out of them or something and use right-wing boomer money to fund my goal of turning from a short goblin of a vaguely-masculine person into a short goblin of a vaguely-feminine person. not enough money in the universe to make me pretty, so, fml so I'd say I'm pretty fuckin sad, OP. probably in more ways than one.
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Kazinsal posted:well let's see i love you
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here’s a little song I wrote I’m gonna sing it note for note
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polyester concept posted:the past several years have been the worst of my life for various reasons, and while I am still struggling with depression, those rare moments where things feel OK seem to happen a bit more frequently. things i thought i could never live through, turned out to be not so bad after some time. it might sound corny but i never expected to ever see a light at the end of the tunnel. hang in there op, things do get better if you stick it out. your kids deserve a happy dad. I love you Roosevelt posted:it was another monday again, for like the 40th straight week, and i feel like a whole section of my life is being filed away into "misc. routine" what with the quarantines and all the assholes and idiots running around fart simpson posted:you feeling ok op? Kazinsal posted:well let's see I also love you. thankyou for sharing. I can't even imagine. can I offer you something rather worthless but also rather unique - tell me a sentence or word or whatever and I will rodtronic it. feel free to ignore
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antidepressants should be given out like Halloween candy.
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The Management posted:antidepressants should be given out like Halloween candy. coming off ssri's too fast can really gently caress your head up
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The Management posted:psilocybin should be given out like Halloween candy.
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polyester concept posted:coming off ssri's too fast can really gently caress your head up actually the worst bit is how they can give you sexual dysfunction which means sex is as about as appealing as having lawn clippings for dinner. because I am a cishet man, being horny is all I have to offer the world, so I’ll take all the suicidal thoughts instead thanks
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magic mushies are quite cost effective to grow once you’ve got it all going. god I wish I had the motivation to do it. but it takes like months and months from start to finish so i’m always like “god i can’t be hosed doing something tonight that doesn’t grant immediate satisfaction, one more day won’t matter” and then it’s three years later I remember I used to drink way less when I went thru my mushroom phase. used to take some twice weekly lmao. god those were the days 
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My good friend of 12 or so years killed himself a month or two ago. It makes me extra sad because many of the feelings about it that he expressed are things I have also been bummed out about before (turning 30 and not having finished any art or music projects that he esteemed).
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echinopsis posted:one more day won’t matter” and then it’s three years later 2 real
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this year has been rough for me. 8 months of crippling depression. I’ve turned it around in the last couple months and I’m optimistic, but I still don’t feel fully like myself.
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my dog died in march and i still mourn, his bday is today
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Silver Alicorn posted:this year has been rough for me. 8 months of crippling depression. I’ve turned it around in the last couple months and I’m optimistic, but I still don’t feel fully like myself. sucks dude i have formed an elaborate emotional shell around the burnt out husk that is my soul, and it projects confidence and competence out into the world as best it can somehow i don't really believe anyone else who seems okay is really doing anything different
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DELETE CASCADE posted:my gf's dad died last week and now we live in her parents' house to take care of her severely depressed 82 year old mother see on the one hand this is incredibly rough in terms of the actual experiences each of you is going to go through, day by day on the other hand this is a human upholding a contract as old as time, an honorable choice, not pawning their parents off on some home, but doing for their parents what they did for them in infancy, caring for them, cleaning them, cheering them up. there's a certain sense of completion to this, a sense of timelessness, a sense of closing a circle. would that we could all have children who would care for us so
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Tom Collins posted:see on the one hand this is incredibly rough in terms of the actual experiences each of you is going to go through, day by day damnit, why'd you make me do this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qbBXkrJBEu8
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Silver Alicorn posted:this year has been rough for me. 8 months of crippling depression. I’ve turned it around in the last couple months and I’m optimistic, but I still don’t feel fully like myself. mate.. idk what to say but.. I like ya  aol keyword party posted:my dog died in march and i still mourn, his bday is today mate..  thoughts are with you
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Roosevelt posted:damnit, why'd you make me do this oh god that book. I read that to my kids so many times 
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I got diagnosed with ADHD and got Adderal XR 10mg and I thought it would be a panacea and I still can't get my work done
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Stuck indoors with quarantine, might be standing at home desk all day but still putting on weight
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this year is the worst, my dad was diagnosed with cancer he's in his late 70s, he mostly better now but lost some hearing my mom was diagnosed with TB after months of not eating and being sick, she's getting treated now which can take 9 months, she's in hospital all the time with complications, she went back this morning also covid made all these things worse I guess at least my job is ok, I went permanent remote and moved a few doors down from my parents, between vacation, sick days, vacation for moving, my broken shoulder and my upcoming eye surgery I'll be off work about 12 weeks this year
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echinopsis posted:mate.. idk what to say but.. I like ya cheers mate
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Perplx posted:this year is the worst, my dad was diagnosed with cancer he's in his late 70s, he mostly better now but lost some hearing mate I’m sorry to hear all this. glad you’re gonna be closer to your parents tho
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powermac posted:I got diagnosed with ADHD and got Adderal XR 10mg and I thought it would be a panacea and I still can't get my work done You need to go up to 20's, 10's are not gonna do much and your tolerance will be there after a few weeks.
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Tom Collins posted:see on the one hand this is incredibly rough in terms of the actual experiences each of you is going to go through, day by day thanks for this, i do agree. we see it as the right thing to do
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Scud Hansen posted:You need to go up to 20's, 10's are not gonna do much and your tolerance will be there after a few weeks. you're not a doctor
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