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Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread
I'm not really.


Denial is key

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Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread

deadeyez posted:

I hoard houseplants in order to invest in a long term future for myself

I drew you I'm going to be irritating and tell everyone that I drew in case they missed it. You were not guessed however but I also didn't put you in toward till the end of the thread
The shoes off was supposed to be a big clue that you were dead

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Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread

Floodixor posted:

I'm just glad to see so many suggestions of playing New Vegas, it's true OP, get it, mod it up, have a great time

I am a recovering alcoholic with 11 months sober and I work at a rehab and it's sometimes rewarding for sure and keeps me going, but as you might imagine there's a lot of heartbreak too

Also I got COVID yesterday lol

I saw that it is incredibly lovely it's the two days before retirement thing I pray to God (that I don't believe in)that you get one of those totally asymptomatic cases
:sympathy:

Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread

xox posted:

A Canadian Ontario police department believed a deranged and abusive serial predator over myself and multiple women. I was intimidated out of my apartment by spooks (Cia or something I don't really know, basically they'd move poo poo around, remove my carbon monoxide detector). Randoms on the net were telling me to kill myself autistic bitch and things of that nature, bc of how bad the smear campaign was. He constantly broke his bail conditions and police refused to charge him, fibbing in documents that I didn't want him charged. I just want to get this out of my system a little bit.

Uh I think I recognize you from a few years ago here Spinster here did I buy you an account once? I can't remember your name though I apologize story rings a bell

Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread

xox posted:

You are one of my faves, I didn't recognize your new name. My last account here was 'I like that'

Hi !!!!!!

Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread
I'm sorry that you're still suffering so much from dating a bad guy I let that ruin like 13 years of my life and I'll never get it back you've got to stop. That stuff goes in e/n anyway.

It's great to see you. Lowtax is gone GBS is really about the same a little more chill and we could sure use more lady posters. it's doing fine but I remember how funny you were how sharp actually, a natural shitposter.

Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread

bus hustler posted:

im pretty fcking doom pilled but its still literally the best time to be alive except maybe for like a few years ago when gaming PCs were cheaper

Well the 70s '80s and '90s were actually pretty loving cool if you were white

Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread

HOMO ERECTUS posted:

anyone suggested marathoning Babylon 5 yet? rly makes u think

I just marathoned Lost I'd never seen it before except the first season it really wasn't bad. I was like doing art at the same time so I didn't worry about understanding every single little thing I thought it was decent. Unfortunately I've already seen Babylon 5 like I don't know three times at least. Battlestar Galactica as well

Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread

Sucrose posted:

my dad died a few months ago and I think it's my fault. He died suddenly of an unexpected heart attack and I'm reading now covid has caused a massive increase in the number of out-of-hospital heart attacks, sometimes as the very first symptom. the only one who could have given him covid was me. i wore a mask but was out in public all the loving time.

I can't even have myself tested for antibodies to confirm/dispel the idea that I had it, because I went and got myself vaccinated.

also my favorite cousin growing up committed suicide last November and I didn't even find out until the day my dad died, because he was so upset by it he couldn't bear to tell me or my brother yet.
The heart attack stats are all skewed because EVERYONE is putting off Dr. visits and er visits and consultations etc
SERIOUSLY

You need to not do this to yourself. 1. It's very doubtful what you are saying at all. They are usually unexpected!
Heart attacks have always been the way most of us go.

2. You have had a couple major bad things happen. I really hope you get therapy. This self blame is WRONG

hugs and I'm not just saying that

Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread

Sucrose posted:

I dunno, man, this study I read said that out-of-hospital cardiac arrests increased by 100% in hard-hit cities: https://www.thelancet.com/journals/eclinm/article/PIIS2589-5370(21)00095-X/fulltext They don't think it's just from people avoiding hospitals.

He died right near the heart of the pandemic too, in January. What sort of coincidence is that?

I think I'd have myself tested for antibodies, to at least see if I had had it, or confirm that I didn't have it. But it's no use now that I've gotten the vaccine.

I don't think I'm ever going to be alright.
I sent you a pm
Awfulizing is my specialty so I instantly recognize it in others. You are literally not thinking straight right now.
It's conceivable but highly unlikely. You weren't even sick! But in your head you killed him and your life is hosed and over. Grief and whatever else is going on is scrambling your thought process. You need to talk to a professional

Spinz fucked around with this message at 03:42 on Apr 11, 2021

Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread

Sucrose posted:

it would have been better if I hadn't found his body. He was already very dead by the time I found him.

So, he had these two giant koi fish in his pond out back of my parents house. They've been in there for about 15 years. Anyway a few days ago one of them died. I don't know if it's because my dad always tended the pond and since he died nobody's been doing anything with it. There wasn't much to do though, just turn a water pump on and off, so I didn't think anything needed to be done with it, but maybe I was wrong. It's not my pond anyway, I just visit a lot. But since the one koi fish died the other one just spends all its time hanging around its body. It sits there for hours right next to the dead one. I feel sad but I don't know what to do about it. Buy another koi maybe? I think it would be too small.

Pull out the dead one.

See a professional. :love:
:sympathy:

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Spinz
Jan 7, 2020

I ordered luscious new gemstones from India and made new earrings for my SA mart thread

Remember my earrings and art are much better than my posting

New stuff starts towards end of page 3 of the thread

Sucrose posted:

Ok. When I visit my mom again I'll figure out how to pull it out. Think I should buy another koi? It makes me very sad that the living koi spends all its time floating near its dead buddy, it must be sad if fish can be sad.

Ok. I actually know a bit about koi from drawing them so much lol

The problem is going to buy one, with the pandemic and all. After you vaxed yes get one, but there is always teeny risk in that, spreading infection from new fish. Talk to the place that sells it AND ideally post beforehand in the subforum for fish here on SA asking advice, I would. Goons are smart about stuff. Is there any other fish in the pond at all?

Edit duh spin

There is massive info on adding new koi to a pond right online I just looked

Spinz fucked around with this message at 04:42 on Apr 11, 2021

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