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In the hospital, running a heavy IV of morphine and prednisone. Haven't really slept in a week. Finally fall asleep. And I'm promptly yanked out of my bed, through the roof, the atmosphere and the known universe into a realm surrounded by a number of clustered bubble-like structures, in numbers beyond calculation. A presence starts saying something and I snap awake. Heart pounding, sweating, I realize I hadn't slept more than a few minutes. Fall asleep again and the same thing happens, only faster and with far more ease. The presence starts to speak and tells me 'don't think; you are the architect of your reality...' and I wake up again. Fall asleep and I wake up in bubble-area and the presence starts talking to me again and much of it I can't remember. Only he rolls his eyes once and I wake up again. Fall asleep and I wake up in the bubble area and the presence tells me each of these bubbles are a reality. The clusters are people who have found themselves and can create their own reality. Each reality is a bubble and the clusters of bubbles - some are massive - are people who are in control of their reality completely and can drop in and out at will. A new bubble is formed each time. The key to control is to never, ever think about reality... and I snap awake and again. Only a few minutes have passed even though it felt like hours. Fall asleep and I wake up in the bubble area and realize there are infinite single ones among the clusters and the presence tells me this is my last chance to do it... and I wake up in the hospital to a nurse beginning to take my blood. Five hours later. That's it. And I remember parts of it like it was real. It was a feeling that nothing can explain. I've never seen anything like it in my life and never felt anything remotely close to it. Sounds Matrix-y, I know, but it was so far beyond that as to defy comprehension. Huge amounts of narcotics and psyche-warping anti-inflammatories revealed all existence to me and I couldn't make use of it because I thought. Is life.
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