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came for "gay", now too, I am "bitterly sad and tired all the time"
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Jan 14, 2015 03:55
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all authentic expression begins with these feelings op its ok
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Jan 14, 2015 03:56
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what is bitterly sad, is that like sad but a little mad?
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Jan 14, 2015 04:02
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JiveHonky posted:what is bitterly sad, is that like sad but a little mad? yeah the sadness is rage directed inward but it kinda sprays out periodically on bystanders
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Jan 14, 2015 04:06
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why not both, OP
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Jan 14, 2015 04:06
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sounds like its mostly rage. do you have a punching bag or something to release you stress on? whats her name? jk
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Jan 14, 2015 04:09
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my back hurts
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Jan 14, 2015 04:19
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honestly i feel like i dont even know how to begin feeling good again. ive got to come to grips with the fact that this state of being is the new normal so i guess my message to anyone else feeling depressed is that things wont get better anyway im out feel free to fill thread with anime or goatse. peace
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Jan 14, 2015 04:25
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Literal Carehaver posted:so i guess my message to anyone else feeling depressed is that things wont get better please dont kill yourself
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Jan 14, 2015 04:26
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actually dont post goatse you'll be banned and frankly that poo poo adds up
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Jan 14, 2015 04:27
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TEAYCHES posted:please dont kill yourself going to bed, jerkypants
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Jan 14, 2015 04:27
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same, op
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Jan 14, 2015 04:27
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Literal Carehaver posted:bitterly sad and tired all the time same
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Jan 14, 2015 04:27
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Literal Carehaver posted:yeah the sadness is rage directed inward but it kinda sprays out periodically on bystanders same
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Jan 14, 2015 04:27
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Literal Carehaver posted:honestly i feel like i dont even know how to begin feeling good again. ive got to come to grips with the fact that this state of being is the new normal same wrt myself op
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Jan 14, 2015 04:28
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Literal Carehaver posted:going to bed, jerkypants same
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Jan 14, 2015 04:28
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I have a masters degree in sanitized irony
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Jan 14, 2015 04:28
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brick cow posted:came for "gay", now too, I am "bitterly sad and tired all the time" I too am disappointed in the OP...hint hint.
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Jan 14, 2015 04:29
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Literal Carehaver posted:honestly i feel like i dont even know how to begin feeling good again. ive got to come to grips with the fact that this state of being is the new normal babby discovers adulthood
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Jan 14, 2015 04:30
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At least you aren't in ISIS
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yet
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Jan 14, 2015 04:32
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i just thought the way you described your depression was interesting. my depression feels more like greif. there is no anger there. when i get real down it feels exactly like i'm grieving for someone who has died, but it's me who is dead- does that make sense? its a hard thing to put into words and i think depression feels different to each person.
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Jan 14, 2015 04:32
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I mostly just post things I know aren't funny. I can't even construct a bare facade, because of the narrow desperation that giving up my identity to fit in with loving comedy forums would represent seems like the last line of a long and bitter tale of self-rejection.
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Jan 14, 2015 04:33
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im bitterly gay all the time
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Jan 14, 2015 04:34
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You probably drink too much, and don't get enough exercise.
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Jan 14, 2015 04:36
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That's true of me also OP, I'm desperately and unrelentingly lonely and despite having a bunch of friends, a girlfriend, parents who are alive etc. none of them have ever seemed capable of understanding the sort of subconscious cosmic sadness that's accompanied me since I was adolescent lol. In real life I sometimes use a toned-down form of millennial web irony to confidently say things like "Yeah haha I think I might just walk into the ocean soon" which makes people feel cool when they easily 'get' it, feel that they understand I'm being facetious, imagine that on the inside I'm probably vibrant and self-assured to the point of being able to casually joke about suicide, and so on without realizing that I actually fantasize about killing myself. The suicide fantasies themselves take on aspects of "Weird Twitter"-subtype ironic humor, disturbing me and deepening the self-alienation since I'm always talking poo poo about social media and calling the folks who use it narcissists and hacks incapable of sustained creativity -- the truth is I envy them for connecting with people at all, even if it's through masturbatory, ultimately effete short messages. In one of the fantasies I spend several months working out really hard and dieting like a serious athlete, and eventually start training with those strap-on body weights that really serious athletes use when just running or doing push-ups etc. are too easy. Then in the summer I go down, wearing almost nothing, to the riverfront boardwalk where the well-adjusted people living out of the nearby condo developments walk their dogs or have picnics. After some warm-ups I strap all the weights I've been using onto my body, like a truly impressive amount, and then while wearing them I do a calisthenic martial-arts-inspired workout that gets progressively more acrobatic and eye-catching. For the finale I do that move where you jump over backwards, head over heels like a gymnast, all the way down the pier and right off the end of it, lmao. Stay strong, OP.
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Jan 14, 2015 04:44
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Lucky Guy posted:im bitterly gay all the time Opposite
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Jan 14, 2015 04:47
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i guess i joke around a lot and laugh around a lot to keep from crying
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i would say gbs is not a good place for your therapy, goons. but who has time / money for that poo poo lmao
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