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Undoubtedly most GBS posters have been addicted to something, and most still probably are. Ten years ago I was in an icu for a month on a morphine drip, little button I could press would dose me up but then I'd have to wait five minutes before I could press it again. The day the morphine doc came in and said I'd be taken off early I feebly swore at him and threatened to attack him if he took my morphine away. Several days later it was Christmas and I was writhing in my bed going through withdrawls. It was terrible but thankfully I was too sick/weak to do anything about it and in a controlled environment I was weened off of it. How hosed up are you and what addictions have you kicked or are trying to kick? To what depths have you fallen to feed your addictions? Pictures if you have them please.
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 20:54 |
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# ¿ May 8, 2024 01:40 |
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redshirt posted:Why were you on the drip? Bone marrow transplant, leukemia (aml) www posted:nothing compares to a porn or video game addiction This is very real Aesop Poprock posted:I'm just an alcoholic like a normal person OP Yes
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:03 |
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Hobohemian posted:Even your bones don't like your posting. My body is constantly trying to kill itself and despite my best efforts I'm still stealing oxygen
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:06 |
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redshirt posted:Are you better from the bone thing, now? Yes and no I look healthy and strong but inside it's just a matter of time
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:08 |
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Stoic Commie posted:being addicted to video games/the internet is worse than cigarette addiction in my educated opinion It is debatable but video games and Internet addiction disconnects you from real life and the older generations whose knowledge will die with them
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:10 |
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redshirt posted:Well that's true for all of us, isn't it? Yes, we are all going to die someday
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:10 |
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TEAYCHES posted:yeah it is, maybe you should end it (your life) Hey that's a pretty un-Islamic thing to say
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:12 |
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RideTheSpiral posted:i hope your marrow gets better Marrow is ok, it's the things the chemo and full body radiation did that will contribute to my impending death But let's talk about our addictions friends
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:13 |
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Hobohemian posted:It is cooler to be addicted to cigarettes. This is true, you meet lots of people too and enhance your drinking experience. Also nice smoking under the stars
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:15 |
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Aesop Poprock posted:i'm excited that smoking weather is coming back i haven't smoked a cigarette in months Cigarette on the back porch at night with headphones on listening to tunes can be very fulfilling
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:24 |
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Hobohemian posted:How do you ruin your life with weed? Just killing any motivation to thrive maybe? Seems like there are far worse things to overuse.
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:26 |
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RideTheSpiral posted:i smoked about 5 packs one night in the dunes of a desert looking up at the biggest sky ive ever seen. it was the poo poo. no other drug would have done it. I think the most I ever smoked was maybe three packs in a night back when I was young dumb and tripping a lot. Lay on the ground on the top of a hill by an observatory with good friends while on mushrooms and watched the sky dance. Tripping epiphanies are incredible.
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:28 |
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unterdude posted:went to mexico to do ibogaine There has got to be some interesting stories from this Locker Room Zubaz posted:I was addicted to pain killers for a while cause i have chronic pain, coming off of them was really miserable and my body still craves them like 2 years later. That sucks
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:32 |
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I'm Crap posted:i smoked a pack a day+ for years and gave it up just like that, no withdrawals, i don't know what everyone else is complaining about That's my dad's story. He smoked in the army and quit the day he left. I do not comprehend how that is possible.
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:34 |
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RideTheSpiral posted:my dad did that because the government raised cigarette tax by 5% and he is stingy as gently caress More addicted to his integrity than tobacco, sounds like a good man
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:38 |
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Locker Room Zubaz posted:I never got cigarettes, they taste really bad and made me dizzy whenever i smoked em in college. When I was a little kid I used to think alcohol tasted bad but then I got drunk and I fell in love
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:43 |
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mdm posted:Cheapness has no correlation with integrity Tell that to an old New Englander or an Irishman
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# ¿ Apr 26, 2015 21:47 |
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Foid One posted:You're really lucky he took you off. He left me on a few more days but yes it was lucky it was in a controlled environment because if I'd been an addict outside of a hospital I'm not sure I'd have ever stopped it. stringball posted:Suboxone and methadone are the real miserable withdrawals, nowhere near any of the other opiates. can't really compare to those as I don't know, except for alcohol and cigarettes, but the feeling of withdrawals was worse than the cancer or the procedures so for me it was the worst. Please share your experiences with benzos, alcohol SSRI/N and psych meds if you feel comfortable enough to do so.
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# ¿ Apr 27, 2015 00:44 |
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Zeluth posted:I feel bad for turning someone on, whatever that means. No one turned me on. scratch that patch raw though
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# ¿ Apr 27, 2015 01:58 |