I can't remember my exact state of mind and emotions the first time I smoked a weed, or when i took pills for the first time, but I was in enough distress that i forsook my as of then straight edge attitude about any mind altering substance and threw it out the window to make myself feel better, and since then i've never been more than a phone call away from some drugs, but with sobriety stints, and sobriety is good sometimes but when my brain chemsitry goes sour it's actually p. dangerous and the more i think about it the more i realize i probably need professional help.
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# ¿ Aug 27, 2016 00:05 |
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# ¿ Apr 28, 2024 01:29 |
emoji posted:If the concept of 'sobriety stints' doesn't sound completely absurd in your mind then you most assuredly need professional help years ago. It's never too late. My last run without drugs was about a year. Its not like 2 weeks sober then 6 months chasing highs. But ive never felt a need to excise it all from my life and just get some paxil or something till recently after a few xanax blackouts which is something i never used to do. But yeah its probably time
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# ¿ Aug 28, 2016 08:08 |